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2009-07-08T15:20:00.001+08:00

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緈諨接力棒：要緈諨...

2009-06-25T10:18:00.003+08:00

Q01：沵旳夶名：倩倩
Q02：沵认僞什庅才算湜眞正悻福？和简简单单地过日子，身边有着我所有我爱和爱我的人
Q03：沵菛觉得友情重要还湜爱情重要，僞什庅?
友情，没有爱情我活了18年，没有友情的日子我没试过
Q04：沵相信兲长地久吗?
NO
Q05：沵现在过得筷楽吗？
算是吧，快乐好象跟时间一样流失
Q06：茹沵眞旳冇秘密，荟做到坦白旳告诉対菓方吗?
看这个秘密的性质，有些秘密说出来是会伤害人的
Q07：喜欢夶baby吗？
yes,我更喜欢自己的baby
Q08：觉得友情湜永远旳庅？
看你如何对待它。珍惜的就会
Q09：希望自己哆大结婚？
30之前，要么就不结婚了
Q10：你荟僞她（他）做自己从来卟荟做旳亊情?
对我无大害的就干
Q11：沵觉得女笙卷发好还湜直发恏？
哈，女生又不都长一样
Q12：蕞想祛哪里旅游?
北极
Q13：一辈子都卟荟忘记旳亊？
妈妈跟我说她的故事的时候
Q14：茹菓爱一个人，湜卟湜要拼命挽囘牠?
爱不等于被爱，爱不是永恒的，爱个不是你的，不如要个值得陪伴的人
Q15：看到天空你想起的第一个人湜誰？
不知道，看心情
Q16：沵荟爱牠一辈子庅？
爱谁？除了那‘一个人’，其他人我都会
Q17：喜欢沵旳人和沵喜欢旳人，沵荟选哪个？
相信我不会需要做这样的选择
Q18：沵荟苡何种方式表现沵対牠（她）旳爱?
顺其而然
Q19：茹菓看到自己蕞爱旳人熟睡在沵偭前沵荟做什庅？
（哈，我建议把前一个人的答案先全部删除在自己做。我的思绪都给前一位小姐打乱了。）
没事干的时候，就一起睡
Q20：如茹菓沵想痛扁一个人，沵希望那个人湜?
暂时没那个人
Q21：沵后悔濄自己旳决定吗？
有时会，但后悔也改变不了什么，现在也无必要后悔，现在的我是这些点滴造就的。。。
Q22：现在蕞迷什庅？
《家有儿女》
Q23：沵湜恏孩子吗？
妈妈迅速的回答：no... 扁她。。
Q24：觉得爱情和面包哪个重要？
面包，你不要给我
Q25：茹菓沵失恋了沵荟怎庅样?
再找一个
Q26：茹菓沵旳BF（GF）经常卟囘家旳话，沵荟怎样？
要是干没良心的是就吹了
Q27：伈煩旳時候要怎麽辦？
看电视
Q28：你是个记仇的人吗？
不算是
Q29：蕞爱旳那个，离沵冇哆远？
她正在我旁边唠叨
Q31：荟发狂到想杀人？
那是精神分裂
Q32：茹菓苛苡遗忘，沵荟选择遗忘什庅?
遗忘我下星期要上课
Q33：蕞想対皒説旳一句话湜？
你好
Q34：认为怎样发泄情绪蕞恏？
哭
Q35：沵愿意盲目旳，毫无戒备旳相信一个人庅？
此刻，我不需要戒备谁
Q36：冇高潮沒？
什么叫高潮？
Q37：丅辈子想当个什庅角色？
灵魂
Q38：这辈子蕞爱旳人湜誰?
我的名单里有好几个
Q41：湜否相信网络丄冇眞爱？
万分之一也许会有，不过一辈子的就不相信
Q42：茹菓明兲湜丗堺末日，沵准备做什庅?
吃东东，撑死也不要炸死
Q43：沵蕞想対誰说一句，沵一直想説旳话?
为什么这么多问题
Q44：当沵中夶奖了，沵第一个荟告诉誰?
你先给我中奖号码
Q45：沵旳梦想离沵远吗?
有些距离
Q46：你沵湜否因茵僞自私伤害濄别人?
也许有过，我表弟要我的糖我没给
Q47：湜否被蕞信任旳人背叛伤害濄?
没有
Q48：当沵女人跟沵说分手时，沵荟说什庅?
O
Q49：茹菓冇兲医生告诉沵，沵得了癌，将卟久人丗，接丅俫旳人生沵荟怎庅安排?
正常过日子
Q50 ：你旳梦想湜？说靠谱旳
1.快点完成这问答题2.做完我的华文作业3.假期延期一个星期
Q51：沵湜否爱着点沵名旳这个人?
哈哈哈，不是变态的爱，不过啊。。为什么给我这么多问题！！！！
Q52：沵想皒卟？
皒是谁？看得到的就不想，看不到的就想
Q53：爱旳人犯了错，佷严重旳错，卟能原谅庅？
什么错？我可以原谅，就看他会不会道歉
Q54：沵妗天晚丄会荟打皒电话吗？
“皒”是张大姐吧。你不上班啊
Q55：沵荟忘了皒吗？
你敢忘了我的话
Q56：丗堺丄蕞远旳距离冇哆远？
你一辈子也达不到，无底洞
Q57：觉得皒湜个怎样旳人？(客观!)
有条理，好象有一肚子的话，一个我会挺的人
Q58：冇濄一辈子卟结婚旳想法吗？
恩。。。有过
Q62：在沵伈里皒占多少分量？
你对我好点，就给你多点
Q63：到底豬流感湜什么庅？
你不想得的庅
Q64:荟请皒吃饭吗？
你给我钱，请饭没问题~
Q65：茹菓皒赱了沵荟想皒吗？
你去哪里？？好事要想着我O~~~

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湜誰传给沵这份问卷旳：这么多年很好的朋友识哆久呢：很久牠湜个怎样旳人：好人牠旳弱项湜：不说沵觉得牠的个性如何：坚强
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要遵守游戏规则，要恏恏玩丅祛.希望自己能得到并延续那份悻福,希望接丅祛旳朋友也能得到悻福延续幸悻福... 游戏规则:
1 、被点名旳人在皒空间将这篇文章转载到自己空间中，然后在编辑，删祛皒旳答案，要在自己旳QQ空间里写丅自己旳答案，然后加上自己旳问题，传给其他人，列出个需要回答问题旳人旳名字，通知对方被点名了，被点名者卟得拒绝回答问题，完成游戏旳人将会永远得到大家旳祝福。
2 、这个人要在自己的QQ空间里注明湜从哪里接到问题旳，并且再想一个题目传给其他个人，让悻福旳游戏继续丅祛。
3 、卟能囘传，否则犯规！
4 、被点到名字旳人将得到大家旳祝福，并且所冇旳羙丽愿望都荟在卟久逅实现。请点10个朋友，卟准卟点，点完后请通知那10个朋友他们被点！好吧，隆重旳颁奖仪式开始了，得奖旳人湜：mama, kaixin, zhiqi, wenjing, cheryl, wenyi, yifei, kexin 这里不是qq,不需要那么准吧。。。（排名卟分先逅）

2009-04-21T15:00:00.003+08:00

SYF is officially over...
we got a gold...
it's disappointing, knowing we could have done much better...

a month ago, or half a month ago, we were still wondering whether we could get a silver, but now we've got a gold! but why werent we happy??
that's the typical RGS girl...
we will never be satisfied when things are not done perfectly, even knowing PERFECT is sth IMPOSSIBLE... but i am still proud to be one of these RGS girls, because of our desire for perfection and thirst for knowledge, we are always motivated to do our best, we blame for not doing enough and we praise for all the efforts put in...

when ppl heard the name RGS, they immediately link us to everything related to academic... excel in math and science, top scholars from RGS... etc. but there's sth else they never see... these girls are compassionate, caring and thoughtful. if u've never been a RGS girl, u would never understand. we encourage each other, comfort each other, and support each other; we laugh together and we cry together.
call us the 'cavewomen'? you could never be so wrong.

2009-04-02T21:04:00.001+08:00

lahlahlah

2009-03-14T00:00:00.005+08:00

i realise i havent been visiting the blog for very long time

so i decided i shall not let it die...

SSEF judging is over... we were not awarded anything, it's quite a pity actually. but i should not be too depressed.
we werent thinking abt getting awarded in ssef when we first started this project, and i was not at all worried that i would be sad abt not getting anything since i didnt even believe we could actually win anything. so i had this emotionless feeling when i went for the presentation. but after a long day's waiting at our booth for the three judgers, i actually thought through all the memories i had during the whole year's attachment in NUS proteomics lab. i realise i actually miss it. though we went through depressions and heart-breaking moments, but i did enjoy it. i learnt and grew there. i was well taught and guided. though we had this unpleasant experience with the post grad. who guided us, but it was an experience that we would never ever have again. So, when I was waiting for the release of the result yesterday, i was a little anxious. we waited for the announcements of merit awards and we were not in the list. then the bronze, the silver, the gold... well, we werent in any of the lists. yes, then i felt this feeling of disappointment growing within me. i was hoping it wasnt over, but it did. we were not awarded... well, usually under such situations, i would find excuses to make me feel better. and i did, i told myself and my teammates that one of the factors of why we werent being credited for wat we've done is the fact that we were working on a very common topic- how a theraputic drug works to kill cancerous cells. well, it may be true, partially, but again, i also know that there's this guy who was also working on similar topic and he was awarded silver. so, what does that imply? hai... life is never a bed of rose... so get over it and move on, there's more in life awaiting you... why make your life so miserable everytime you fail sth?

from today onwards, no more RS, no more SSEF09. i have a lot more to worry about.
jiayou~!

2009-01-21T14:14:00.002+08:00

ah.....
i am really confused now. JC is only less than a years' time.
i have to decide wat subjects i am going to choose for JC... haix. i have no idea. i dont want to give up physics. i wont want to waste all my effort now, but i dont think i will choose triple science. haix. i just dont understand why we are only allowed four subjects in JC. it's too early to make such life-time decision, i am not ready yet.
hai.....

2009-01-08T19:06:00.004+08:00

haaaa. mommy is back!!!!!!!!!

yes it's AT. hmm.. he's ok lah... not until he has this philosophy talks.... hmm... tat's a painful process. but i still have to agree with him sometimes...

my mom's comp is taking a month's break.. sick badly... and it's in 'hospital' now, having 'surgery' most probably next week..... so sad... it's only a year's old...

new year wishes:
.............................
improve my grades?? yes... standard wish, chem and english especially
grow taller?? hopeless alr...
slim down?? haaa, ya, i wish.....
get something for ssef?? hai, tat's tough man, but of course that's my wish as well as the other two members... anything would be nice.. but i am not going to get my hope too high... if if if we are lucky to get a price, i hope to be successful in the A* application.. the same goes to the other two, we work too hard just for this moment...
improve my chinese?? hmm... my chinese is getting lousier each year. so that's also my wish, not a wish exactly, but sth that must be done...
enjoy the year, 2009?? yes yes yes yes yes

moving on from a teenager to a young adult is a difficult process, involving too much realisation, too much pain (when u see the world from a completely different angle, when u suddenly realise the world u once had is a paradise, but it will be gone soon). you will have to accept the truth tat you are to lead your life alone, no one will be responsible for you anymore, you will have to take charge of your own life, ponder over each move you are going to make, take full responsibility of wat you decided... you are to live ur own life...

2009, maybe the last year tat i still can enjoy the innocence of youthhood, next year will be another new chapter of my 18 years

2008-12-23T15:36:00.003+08:00

hmm... mother went back china yesterday...

very bored...

i bought a messaging cushion... so when anyone get tired and no one wants to message for him/her, this cushion will do the job... hmm... i like it... as a christmas present for the family.
haaa

i nvr buy present for family before, except on birthdays... hmm...
yesterday went watch TWILIGHT.. OMG... though i dont like the front part of the movie, draggy, not that nice as the book, but as it goes on to the part where they started playing baseball, AHHA, that's when i start to love the movie. the guy is ok, he's not that nice looking when i first started watching, but heee.... maybe Edward beautifies him... i like the part where he says, i feel very protective of you (Bella)... it's the best book i ever read... twilight... i am not shame to say i am a fan of this book...

i will not be updating untill 6th jan bb.

2008-12-14T21:07:00.001+08:00

2008-12-14T20:45:00.002+08:00

today is our first day writing report...

which will be followed with many days of report writing... until 9th January...

now chalet is gone... my holidays also seem coming to an end... soon... lucky i have my days spend with another two 笑胎, or else i will be bored to death. haha...

one more thing to look forward to: TWILIGHT MOVIE!!!!!!

i saw the sneak preview but wasnt sure if it's really the actual show, if it's not, then i will waste my 10 dollars... haa... so i will still wait for 18th dec, the official screening day... yay... one last thing to get my spirit high in 2008 since i dont celebrate christmas... -.-

anyway i am no longer going to complain abt the lab stuff or the lab ppl, they are what they are, i cant do anything abt it, even if i hate them like hell, i ain't going to change anything. i am doing this project for the sake of myself, my partners and my school, THEY are out of my consideration. i thank them for providing us a ground to work at, thank them for guiding us throughout the project, though it seems more like commanding us around instead of guiding. i will say goodbyes to this lab once this holiday ends, i will never be seeing them after we handed in our report or finishes our poster presentation. ha. if lucky, we will get a price, if not, we lose nothing though, maybe a holiday with no repay, but so what, we never expected anything more than experiences... so bye byes... a few more days, i will say eternal goodbyes..

2008-12-10T15:21:00.001+08:00

right and wrong

2008-12-04T19:50:00.003+08:00

whatever wrong we might have done, we should nt be treated this way.

even if we make unmendable mistakes, we should at least be allowed to know what we've done wrong.

i admit that we are wrong sometimes.

but it does not make him right to do watever he wants behind our back.

if he's not happy wif what we are doing, then make it public, and not only public to his 'friends', make it clear to us too. we are not stupid, not idiots, we are tired trying to figure out what his mind's going on all the time.

now, he wins, the whole lab hates us.
we didnt intentionally do anything to offend him, but why does he have to make it like we are here to this lab simply to make use of them to help us win the competitions.

the whole lab now thinks we are three stupid students who never do anything but to take whatever V had done for us and present them to the public naming it our result.

i am sick of this lab. sick of the ppl there, sick of whatever their minds are having.
do we really look like the ppl they think we are? cant they confront us before jumping to any conclusions?

since he's so MATURE, thinking him as another level to us, then stop acting like a 8 year old boy!

okay, maybe i am making a lot of assumptions here. and some maybe wrong, i cant be absolutely sure of everything. maybe he's trying to hint us sometimes, maybe he dont want us hurt, but SORRY, i DONT get your hint.

good luck

2008-12-01T22:56:00.002+08:00

hey..

good luck to me..
one more week..
AHHHHHHHHHH..
that V wasted my whole day. thought we have some serious experiment going on today. but ended up waiting and waiting and HA,, we waited the whole day and did nothing..
what a joke.

thanks..
all thanks to him..
it's december, and i wonder when can i finish the experiment. others in ssef werent so "devoted" like us, going to the lab at 10 and released from the lab, earliest by 5, lastest (ha!) later than 7pm.. thanks.. really, thank you...

what an accademic lab.

it's worse than going to school
AHHHHHHHHHH
stupid.
idiot.
why do i have to do this????

and that V, i really dont understand him.
we dont read a lot paper or not reading paper in front of him, then he will show us faces and give us spot checks and give us "work" to do.. if we read paper in front of him, he would say, you are reading too much papers, do not try to fit lit. rev. into ur result, but you have to analyse your result and blah.....

hhahahahahh
yah.
thank you
i hope everyday can be 8,9,10

good luck to me

真心的感谢，我的家我的朋友

2008-11-20T19:32:00.003+08:00

经历了十七个岁月，没有今日的感激

认识了无数个朋友，今日我想一一谢过

看到爸妈开心快乐，我突然想说我好爱你

谢谢你们

谢谢我还有你们

无论我曾经是否让你们伤心难过

你们都还陪着我，让我在人生的低潮感到温暖和幸福
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

因为我们曾经太傻，把他们当成我们的朋友。可当我们已经将心敞开，才发现他们在我们背后的所为。因为太信任，因为太感激，我们的痛被放大了几十倍，此时的我们不堪一击，一句话伤得我们太深太痛。也许他们没有留意他们造成的伤害，也许他们有意要我们因他们而忍受伤痛。我不知道。可我知道他们比我们还傻。我们还只是比他们小十岁甚至二十，三十岁的孩子，伤害我们又能给他们什么？他们以为伤害我们就能让他们得到快乐？以为伤害我们是种享受和特权？他们只能是一群幼稚的大人们。

我要对我的伙伴们说：
也许他们可以恨我们
也许他们可以整我们
也许我们在他们眼里只是三个无作为，
没头脑，嗓门大，不懂事，不听话的学生
也许我们会为此伤心难过，
也许我们不知在哪天会崩溃流泪
但我们彼此信任，彼此依靠
我们拉紧我们的手，
我们都属于同一战线，
在接下来的日子里
我们要维护我们所剩下的尊严与利益

痛会过
时间会愈合伤口

现实

2008-11-19T21:25:00.003+08:00

since EYA, i was actually in a 模糊的睡眠状态...

the day before, i had only 2.5 hrs of sleep and i was totally in the mood of sleeping... daydreaming the whole day and i had a very very bad day.

现实总是梦想的反义词。
你希望它美好，它就叫你经历痛苦。
只有你对它无所求，它才可能给你一丝希望的曙光。
可惜的是没有谁会此生无所愿，无所求。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
‘它’干吗要跟我们过不去。我不是上辈子欠了它的，就是上辈子跟它有仇。我们干什么事情都好象干涉到它，什么它都要管，什么都要插上两句。我们对它可没有不敬，只是它所做的已经超越我们能够承受的能耐极限。我们不是求着来看它这个不相干的‘人’的脸色。是人都希望得到该有的尊敬，可它却好像意识性的针对我们。也许这才是我真正遇见的现实-残酷的，无情的，自私的

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
再也没有天真和梦幻
再也没有所谓的义气和真诚
谎言是生存的基本
互相利用只是家常便饭
主宰他人人生则将是人生最高境界

这种现实才真正开始迈进我的人生
它将渐渐蔓延
直到我没有办法解脱

痛苦才刚刚开始
可我已经精疲力尽
我不想也不要
可是却明白这是
逃不掉的命运
摆脱不了的噩梦

黑暗侵袭这我的蓝天
我要奋斗
逃不开
我不逃
我不会放弃
我不会气馁
它想我被击垮
我却死不绝望

战争才刚刚开始
我不会因它伤心难过
不会因它而影响我的人生
。。。。。。。。。。。。。

‘它’若有三肢六臂，我就是观音娘娘。若它想犯痴，我可不奉陪。。。
告辞。

不送。

期待

2008-11-16T12:37:00.002+08:00

对有些人-期待是种崩溃前的煎熬

期待中的我们不知结果如何
在无际的等待和期盼中
似乎将心都挖空
一心只想着结果如何
脑海里只盘环着一个念头
就是最后的成败
完全忘了留意身边的点滴
忘了真正的快乐
忘了如何去爱，如何被爱

最后才发现
也已经太晚

期待中的我们总希望看到彩虹

对结局奢望

却时常忘记
雨后不一定天晴

最后我们了解总结
世上没有注定的结局
只有努力后的失败
只有结果带来的失望与心碎

对有些人-期待是种喜怒哀乐掺杂的一段旅程

期待中的我们
好奇驱动着我们
学会如何去听，去想，去分析

期待使我们缓下脚步
给予我们机会
去看看身边的一切
去发现世间还有比结局更美好的事物
去珍惜生命的每一分，每一秒

结局公布后。。。

时常期待后
我们等来人生光辉的一刻
时常期待后
我们盼来泣不成声的夜晚

可是。。。
我们没有忘记等待中我们得到的更多，更美

总之，
没有努力得不到胜利的光环
不曾经历辛酸
就不会懂得珍惜
不曾经历心跳加速的时刻
就不会感觉到成功的喜悦

2008-11-13T23:19:00.002+08:00

ssef: this week is our literature research week.. tmr will be the last day hopefully... if the ... dare to extend it to next week... ah ha... i also cant do anything.... sign*~
we've been spending our day at cheryl's house, we drank milo.. then keeping filling our stomach with food.. until i was so full that i cant eat any more...

zhangjie's repeating this line: we are so efficient today....
yeash we are.. becus as wat cheryl is saying... becus becus, we are copy and pasting from our smp report... haaa. very true.. such an easy job..
we copy and paste the abstract and intro, and a little modification and addition will do our proposal..
haaa
wat a day

2008-11-11T23:17:00.002+08:00

this blog is playing fool with me!!!!!!!! ah!!
i want it normal size it gives me large, i made it large, it gives me normal....
i enlarge it to show its 'green', but it is in its small size green!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-11T23:13:00.007+08:00

hey!

you know what! the words on this blog is green in colour! that's why it's 很暗..

this is white. this is green green...

aiyo.. the small green and the big green look so different...

2008-11-11T23:10:00.003+08:00

the host
the host
the host
the host
the host
the host
THE HOST
THE HOST!!
THE HOST!!!!!!!!!!!!
why is it still out of stock in toa payoh popular?!!!
i hate toa payoh popular!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-08T22:57:00.005+08:00

last time i mentioned about doing revisions, like math, chem, eng... blah... right? tell you, i started none...
last thursday, we went back to the nus lab, and ha, believe me or not, we are made to do literature review.. wow... now, i still dont feel like doing the research thing we are suppose to prepare ourselves before monday (when we will be meeting in the lab again).
SYF song is out already.. the last part need some practise, the others are manageable... let's hope for the best.

today, i accompanied ** to mediacorp for the campus superstar thingy... (i am not allowed to name her... maybe after she gets in, i will then be allowed :D of course i hope i can get to name her).. it's really a very very very deserted place (or what they say, the "wuluu" place, i dont know the spelling, is there even one? hmm...) it doesnt even have 7 eleven.. lousy.. so i have to fill my stomach with a cake as my lunch... it's not a pleasant thing. the cream thing really made me sick, i felt like vomiting, haa. but i still managed to finish most of it... (that's why my weight problem will never be solved.. haaa.. my suggestion for others: dont even try, dont even buy that thing for lunch)..
and what's more.. the queue is super super long.. we waited till 3.30pm.. since 12noon... and she is not even a bit close to the end... and she has to go tmr again to SING... haix.. mediacorp...
OH!! the venue is in the carpark. that sucks.. stupid place for audition..

anyway... i got home like around 4.30pm... (my right foot is getting worse, the pain... AH~) then i did not go according to my plan... i got really tired.. so i slept for a while.. when i woke up.. guess what.. it's near 8 pm... pathetic..............

2008-11-02T19:14:00.002+08:00

holiday is coming, but i have no mood for it.
thinking about ssef is already enough for me. it's going to be another boring and restless holiday... i really want a real holiday!!!
i planned to do some work today.. like math, chem, eng or anything.. but i ended up watching tv and watching 家有儿女. actually i didnt get to watch 家有儿女，i spend two hours for it to load, so i only watched one episode.. a very very very boring day... i guess i will end up gaining weight again... since i finish twilight, all i do in the day is only eat, sleep, watch tv and eat, sleep again... feel like a pig... (hmm, but pig dont get to watch tv!)

i will be a secondary four in just two month... amazing... i cant believe i have gotten this far.. a senior... real senior.. perhaps the third oldest student in the school?

oldest: Zhang Jie
2nd: Trang
3rd: me...

unless there are others born before march 1991 in our batch...
ah.... i am going 18....

解放身体束缚裸睡者要留意四件事

2008-10-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

许多人都有裸睡的习惯，一方面裸睡时去除了衣物对身体的束缚，给人一种无拘无束的舒适感;另一方面增加了皮肤与空气的接触面，有利于血液循环和皮脂腺、汗腺的分泌，因此裸睡有助于放松心情、消除疲劳。此外，裸睡对失眠、头痛、腹泻等疾病均有所帮助。
女性裸睡后，甚至连妇科常见的腰痛及生理性痛经也可能得到减轻。
现今社会，失眠大多源于心理性因素，比如精神紧张或者焦虑等，这样就不难理解为什么裸睡可以改善失眠，尤其是那些以前没有裸睡经历的人来说，效果可能更明显一些。而那些以前没有形成良好卫生习惯的人也会因此获益。
应该注意的是：裸睡并不是对任何人都适宜或有效，对于那些由于神经病变引起的失眠，裸睡则没有价值，只有正确及时地治疗原发病因才能对改善睡眠有所帮助。
裸睡四大注意事项
裸睡，并不是说简单地脱掉内衣上床睡觉就可以了，同时还要注意睡眠的环境。
首先，在居所太小、家人合住或集体生活时是不合适采用的，因为紧张会导致相反的效果。最好是有一个相对隐秘、独立的环境。
其次，居住环境要空气流通、温度适宜、安静舒适，这样可以从思想上放松心情，构筑一个良好的睡眠前提。
再次，一定要注意保暖，调节卧室的温度和湿度，避免受凉和出汗。
最后，床具的软硬度要适中，床褥要干净、蓬松，经常清洗并接受阳光曝晒。
需要强调的是：对于裸睡的作用要有一个正确的认识，它只是我们所采用的健康睡眠的方式之一，并非所有人都应该采用。此外，裸睡时皮肤直接暴露在环境中，灰尘和虫螨会引起皮肤过敏和哮喘的发生，对于有特异性体质的人应该特别小心。
adapted from: http://xk.cn.yahoo.com/articles/081016/1/dy6x_5.html

interesting, har? haa..
who want to try??
not me... thanks...

2008-10-23T23:04:00.003+08:00

school after EOY is such a waste of time.
we 'hipped-hopped' today.. haa.. useless... like i would hip hop one day...
i dont dance well especially when i have to dance in front of ppl.. but not a lousy dancer... i still have excellent body coordination, or else i wouldnt be able to do wushu so easily.. (but not so well recently as i have to sort of cartwheel without hands... :( it reminds me of the accident during PE when we are doing gym in sec one, i broke my back doing stunt tt i will nvr ever try again as long as i live)

"blonde with brain= golden retriever"
it's sort of random..
huizi asked me what is a blonde with brain a week ago, i got the ans right away... (my mom always wanted a golden retriever)... well, i realised where she got it from... Jacob mentioned that to the blonde vampire...

i am going to finish the book soon.. maybe two more days since tmr i will be spending my afternoon till midnight on erhu and sketch... hmm...
i am almost done with my first attempt to sketch a person... actually not the first attempt, second, more acurately, i did it once in china, more than seven years ago... so young... but this time, i am sure i will produce a much better work... though the face i sketch has so much hair... so hairy...

hey! why westerner are so hairy? ew... HAIRY... ~
i am always known as the hairest person in my family.. i am always hairier than my classmates and friends in china until i came to singapore, glad to see singaporeans much more hairier.. haa.. such a weird thing to be glad about..

shall get some sleep now.. cya nxt time..

2008-10-22T23:25:00.002+08:00

i've got too emotional about twilight.

but i like the part which bella transform into a vampire. i didnt like the idea at first, but i am glad the auther made her transform :)

hmm.. i will need to get back to work after the book. i cant afford my whole holiday wasted... simply thinking about SSEF made me so depressed.. i did nt get any break since the start of this year... next year wouldnt be better.. with so many stuff to do and worry about.. OMG..

i am so freaked out just thinking about me playing erhu in SYF. i dont have much faith in myself. i am afraid to disappoint the others. i cannt promise to play beautifully though i can promise to prac everyday. i am not someone musically talented, i guess.. so sad to admit that... i used to thought nth can be difficult.. but i am wrong..

wushu and drawing are so much simpler...

2008-10-22T22:48:00.002+08:00

i didnt know what to post about..

guess i have some thoughts about twilight again...

years ago, i wonder if one can love two at a time (the LOVE isnt the friend or family love of course).. well, twilight explain it well.. it is possible then..
i hope it doesnt... i hope one can only love one at a time... though no necessarily a whole life commitment, but at least you keep ur heart to only one person.
that will make it more .. holy..

ha.. but that's not true.. everything's possible.. even if you dont want it to be true.. it's something you cannot avoid..

bella, have her heart(s) to both Jacob and Edward is something i am afraid to realise in the later part of the book. but i seems unavoidable..
i had a hard struggle when i was about to read that part. i was sad.. more pissed. i hated bella being so indecisive.. whenever she's the chance to make herself clear for Jacob, it always turn out worse.. she forgives too fast, she seems too happy with Jacob, too comfortable.. even she's trying to convince herself that she only love Jacob merely as a friend (though the love felt stronger than any other kinds only becus he's her BEST friend), but that never seems so in the eyes of Jacob and Edward.

i hated Jacob in the beginning, (still a bit now), but i had myself persuaded.. he's not doing anything wrong. bella is feeling more than just friend towards Jacob, it is obvious (anyone stupid can feels it). Jacob did not delude himself into believing bella's attracted to him, bella's the one who deluded him.

i am still surprised by how graceful Edward is.. how can he accept the fact that bella's in love with someone else when she never would want more than just Edward? and how can he let bella kiss Jacob without getting disturbed?

I dont understand... hopefully, that's not going to happen in real life, not in my life, or any of my friend's life... i would not be able to accept that so easily as Edward...

2008-10-19T15:31:00.004+08:00

have been reading twilight these days.. all becus of zhiqi...

sometimes, i really wonder.. and even hope for the real existence of these 'vegetarian' vampire..

you see..

they are immortal, but once they find the other half, they devote themselves completely to that only one person... they dont ditch you once they are no more interested in you. once they love, that's love eternity.. isnt that what love should be?

sometimes, i wonder if the love we have by our lips are really the "love" that it originally meant.

maybe the love that we thought we know is simply an electric impulse that excite ur physical body for days.. if it's strong, it may lasts for years.. but it will fade away eventually... like ur clothes.. the color will always fade, how long it takes depends on the materials it made from...

it's not LOVE then.

i dont know what LOVE really means.. i dont trust my instincts. and i dont think most of us will make the right analysis of it.

ppl usu. says, when you feel strongly about someone that you would even risk your life for, you cant breathe wo him, you are deeply in love with him..

but if that's the case, why will it be gone after years?? why u start to feel disgusted by him? why dont u feel the same way about him that strongly ever again? why life becomes so unbearable in such a sudden? why do you want to keep a distance from him after spending half of ur time quarrelling with him? is that what LOVE is really about?

marriage never equals to love... that i know.

while since marriage is something that keeps u from love, then why u want to marry?

if you want to marry, you wont be loved as you thought you would be.. then why dont you just simply marry someone who you find bearable but not lovable?

i feel like making a fallacy but i dont mind... that's what's on my mind...

rmb there's this article about 80 or 90 percent guys having extramarital relation... it's been common.. for business? their excuse... for thrill and excitement? yes... since life is just a 70 or 80 years.. why should not i make full use of it and enjoy it as much as i can? that's what's on their mind...

when you get married at 20s. the guys never realise ur beauty... when the guys start to mature like you did years before, you are on ur way to fourty.. ur old and winckled... beauty left u... leaving u no choice but watch him having fun outside. well, you can say, " then just get divorce", that's simple to say, but dont forget, your old. you've spent ur most wonderful yrs with someone who did not appreciate it..

reading Twilight, especially New Moon made me feel sad..

seventeen... just one step to adulthood...

i suddenly fear its arrival..

i havent actually start enjoying my youths when i realise i am going on to eighteen... this is OLD..

i dont want to grow old..

i used to wish to grow up, but here i am, scared...
i realised the reason why my parents always envy me so much...
life's going to change, it getting complicated..
i want the innocence, even childish is something i want to feel again

2008-10-13T21:09:00.001+08:00

http://newspic.cn.yahoo.com/ent/article/gallery_show/p_100257/

2008-10-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

马英九吃相难看夫人急瞪眼

haaa.. interesting

http://newspic.cn.yahoo.com/news/article/index.html?type=gallery_show&p=100327

2008-10-11T17:00:00.002+08:00

http://xk.cn.yahoo.com/articles/080905/1/d3du.html

2008-10-06T19:15:00.002+08:00

nth to do now..
tmr is geog and chinese exams...
so i shall do geog revision here...

coastal management
1. revetment: parallel struc to the shore, expensive, more for short term defence
2. seawall: mostly the same as revetment just that they look diff.
3. groynes: perpendicular to the shore, extend from the beach to the sea, ugly
4. beach replenishment: addn of sand to the beach, constant maintenance
5. breakwater: three hundred feets offshore (relative shallow water), subject to damage

no management? no beach..

settlement

relief
fertile soil
natural hazards
water source (rivers, streams, lakes)
defence
....
are locational factors of a settlement

factors deciding the growth of the settlement
1. natural resources
2. natural hazards
3. transport (easy access, trading routes)
4. political stability
5. job opportunity - industralization
....

urban settlement
urbanisation: the process by which an increasing proportion of an area's population becomes concentrated in urban areas
urban growth: the rate of growth of an urban population

migration
rural- urban
*perceived perception
forced/ voluntary

problems of urban growth
high cost of land - housing problem
migration
pollution
transportation
crime
physical problems

urban sustainability:
the state a metropolitan community reaches once it is able to meet the needs of present generation w/o compromising the ability of the next generation to meet their own needs

solar panel
china- eco-city shanghai, tianjing
brazil, curitiba
recycling
....

squatter settlement
reason:
migration: no skills- no money- build temporary houses with any usable materials - squatter
features:
usu. along rivers, on steep hillslopes, under bridges or near transport routes (railways), on any vacant spaces (usu. at e edge of the city)
unventilated, lack of basic services (water, sanitation and healthcare), poor disposal systems, inadequate drainage system, overcrowded

problems (12):
1. lack of clean water
2. pollution (waste)
3. disease outbreak
4. prone to fire
5. prone to flooding
6. prone to landslides or soil erosion
7. child labour
8. high unemployment rate
9. high crime rate
10. segregation
11. lack of electricity
12. lack of healthcare

solution....... self help schemes (Rio de Janeiro)

why no use!!
1. govt: large expense to relocate them
2. just too many of them
3. they are unwilling (no money and far away from work place)
4. strong community spirit

yaaa........ done
the coastal management and the definitions are my biggest problems..
nvr mind.. i trust myself.. i can do it...

.......... wish me good luck............

mid autumn festival =.= cheers :D

2008-09-14T22:04:00.002+08:00

i feel nothing to do now. i did ss pt just now.

i really dont like the pt. it's really useless. especially the solution part. why!! solutions proposed by us are like kids stuff. ask for more volunteers?!?! ha..

singapore has really done a lot for these underpriviledged people. (not all of course, some are too sensitive to be mentioned here) but what i can think of are already done by others. there's no way to think of anymore great ideas to help them (while you are not allowed to do anything beyond our ability- ha.. yah.. things we can do are going to for fund raising activities or help in these activities, or best, just donate a few dollars)..

by the way,,, today is mid autumn festival! but i didnt feel anything. all my day is spent on television and revision. jiayou!

---the greatest qianru !!! ---

2008-09-12T22:32:00.002+08:00

what a dreadful day is today...
i did not go for my art lesson today so i feel pretty free right now, i dont want to do anything. i am seriously in need of a break. a real break- a time that i am fully in charge of...

tomorrow will be a big day for me.
just imagine sacrificing all your holidays and almost every bit of your free time studying stuffs way beyond your ability. just two months ago, you spend one whole day or even one whole week just trying to figure out the relationship of a series of "words" that may never help in the betterment your life. just a week's ago, you spend all your days struggling with the product of your sweat and blood and sleeping after midnight with frustration and tiredness .. and NOW, we are being AKNOWLEDGED for all these hard works.

at the beginning of this long journey, we started off with passion and an inquiry mind. as we progressed on, we realised the hardship and nearly impossibilities. near the end of this adventure, we nearly lost all of our hope... but then you realise though you said the world isnt fair, but what's been destinied to you will not be gone...

we did not wish or expect anything at the start but we end up receiving distinction and best poster award for our SMP project, so we shall be grateful for the moment.

smile :)

2008-08-31T23:11:00.002+08:00

very sad that olympics is over.

i felt very x100000000 lucky and happy during the two weeks.. cus china won...

but when it's finally over, i felt empty..
i had been waiting for this moment for many years...

but i shall not be sad..

be happy

2008-08-10T17:18:00.002+08:00

BEIJING OLYMPICS-中国4金领跑金牌榜

9/8/08
china won her first gold medal !! (weightlifting)

10/8/08
diving - GUO jingjing, WU minxia (3m跳水)

these are the two games that i watched.
china also won medals for shooting but i did not watch
CHEER FOR CHINA!!!

for swimming, china (Zhang lin)(freestyle-man 4*100m) has won a silver. 前300米保持实力，最后50米冲刺夺银。（在第300米，张只排列倒数第二，最后发挥实力，猛追了个第二。不错了，虽然有点遗憾，但有实力，就不怕这次可失败）

新加坡
游泳
成绩不错，即使与奥运奖牌无缘，但实力不浅。
4*100 medley women-
蝶泳很好。动作都很漂亮。
遗憾的就是蛙泳。蛙泳啊，实在太慢，眼看着从第一二位掉到最后几名。失望难免啊。。。
为新加坡打个气，加个油！

2008-07-27T19:26:00.004+08:00

ok... this is my post..

hmm.. tmr is my english oral..

" youths are often protrayed in ..."

haaa...

i am having trouble memorizing it..

i was about to say "nerver mind"

everytime when there is an english test or exam coming. i will be feeling like "anyway, i cant score well, what is the point of trying so hard??'"

that's why i had little improvement on my englsh..

although i am not so into chinese, but at least i am trying my best.. i read and i write.

but for english, i just simply ignoring it. (you can probably observe tat from my grammer, sentence struc.. bla...)

i dont really care how i score..

but now, i think i am a bit afraid..

you see, english is a compulsory subject in JC, and the general paper stuff... i have no idea how am i going to complete it. i hope i dont score a passing mark.

i am nt an excellent english speaker, cus i dont practise it at all. not even TRY when i am in school, my english result is getting worse and worse..

i want some change but i think it's hard. since i dont feel any great passion towards language, esp. english.

so how to improve?

no idea.

english oral tmr..

geog PT halfway done

chem PT almost done

math.. hmmm. ms wong want me (and some unlucky ones) to do a mindmap... * havent done

SS PT not done

biology.. hmm.. wat's the hmwk?

physics.. OMG!!!!!! exam on wed.. RA test!!!! lucky. i revised... +.=

wow... is that all?

...

2008-07-10T22:22:00.002+08:00

this is going to be a quick blog..

i am going to comment on our PTs..

I have 5 PTs on hand right now!!!!!!!!!!

刚刚做了份剪报。气啊。
题目是《补习》，我谈到劳逸结合的重要性。。。
可是！！！！！！！！！！

现在的我只有劳，甚至是倦，愤，崩溃。。。
哪有什么逸，逸只属于非人类。。。

整个星期的假只有一天是属于自己的。可以算的上可悲。。。

为什么？？？
我好想上大学，至少脑海里只有一个念头（毕业）。

还是得开心啊。

2008-06-16T19:32:00.003+08:00

school is reopening soon..
my holiday is going to end..
we have been drafting our SMP report since last week.
it's not an easy task.
we have no experience of writing any scientific papers,
so this report is like a great challenge to us.
i dont really know what to include and what are the precise words to be used.

so you can imaging when we sent our first draft of our introduction to vincent (which we did without help / advice from anyone before school holiday), he gave us the one word reply: disastrous.

yes, it is indeed. but after our one day hard work, we finally came out with our draft 2 which received better comments from vincent, but of course, there's still needs for improvements... but more satisfying, of course.

today, we spent our day at cheryl's house, trying to complete our draft for materials and methods which we did :) and were hoping to finish the crafting of our result and discussion which we failed to... instead we came out with more than 10 related questions.. haaa.... vincent will die answering our questions.. or the best way to avoid ans.. is ..... you can postulate any possible pathways / mechanisms, but be supported with known findings....

zhang jie said we are like detectives, others are trying to look for results from the experiments they had done, but we are looking for possible answers from studies that had done by other researcher previously from the internet... we are INTERNET DETECTIVE RESEARCHERS!!!

i have to go for wushu now.. i have wushu exams this weekend... stress.. sch reopens this thursday.. CO prac... SMP.... dying...

gtg..

2008-06-03T22:15:00.004+08:00

haaa... it's our last week's work.. the first one look nicer right? yeah, i know. the first one is silver staining.. yeah... it looks soooooo nice.....

but.... then... when u look at the second one... bet you dont understand, i myself also cant understand.. the background is really cloudy.. high background... why? bad washing maybe... oh... never mind if you dont understand.. just take it tat i am talking to myself...

but it simply means: WE sort of FAILED it...

hmm...

but we learned from our mistakes... we will be much better the next time..

that is the purpose of research, isnt it? fail and learn.

vincent always want us to understand that we are there to learn something. this research is to benefit us and we should never be price-driven (SSEF). well, i believe i was feeling that way like what he wanted until today (or maybe last week friday, when i heard from vincent that the group before us were like *god-equivalent*, then what are we? monster, maybe). he kept on telling us to read more cus we are not reading enough (so he's to repeat himself many times on the same thing) and when it comes to analysis of our result, we dont understand a single thing (we are sort of dependent on him/them to tell us what's been happening)... he reminds me of my CO seniors. they are all expecting much more from us, but we failed them so many times. these make us feel so bad...

HOLIDAY=SMP

2008-05-29T22:42:00.003+08:00

photo from: http://www.flickr.com/photos/manicstreetpreacher/323053992/

it's holiday...

also means SMP...

it's not a bad thing actually. i enjoy it pretty much. one problem i have is the traveling time. it took so long if i decide not to take my dad's ride. and the worst is when i have to go home alone. i have take bus 96 to clementi mrt station, then change from green to red line.. that takes me 1h 15 min. if cheryl father decides to fetch us (zhangjie and me), and decides to sent zhang jie to her house first b4 sent me to mrt, that will take me 2 hrs to reach home... ha.. wow.. what a long journey.. it's the route is linear, i will be out of singapore already by the end of the 2 hr. even if my dad's free to fetch me home, tat doesnt mean problem solved- traffic jam at 5-7pm!!!

okay. i shall write about my project.. it's really fun!!

we are to cast gel on our own which we had done 4 times (failed twice and suceeded twice-not too bad for a beginner XD) the photo taken from internet shown above is what we use to prepare the gel. on the gel, we will run the proteins from the lysed cell via electrophoresis.

we done silver staining, protein transfer, protein estimation... wow...

oh.. protein estimation is the most fun one. zhangjie and cheryl are so KIND to make me do the estimation first, ALONE... alto i stood in the lab pipetting for more than 1hr (you can feel ur hands shaking near the end of the pipetting)., but i find it pretty interesting... hee when you can see the different colour change in different wells with different protein amt after adding coomasie plus assay... hee our analysed results look very funny....... heeehooohaaaa...

anyway, i like doing the project... everyone the lab are sooooo friendly.... except for one who i will not want to talk about.

it feels so grateful when ppl who are not involved in any bit of ur project offered to ans ur queries.. they are just like big sisters and brothers..

i think tat's because i am the only child, i never have had a chance to be the 'younger' one and being taken cared of. since i came to singapore, i have been the oldest or the older one among my level schoolmates. so, i am the big sis. i believe that's the reason why i love doing the project or i love to be in the lab (though i never told anyone so).

all the ppl in the lab are sort of experts in the field, they are all willing to teach you and guide you even when u have not asked them to. tat makes your day!

EXCEPT "TY"!!!

okay... TY should not be in lab tmr.. so yeah.. great day ahead!!! wonderful..

cheers...

2008-05-19T11:54:00.003+08:00

The obese mouse on the left has large stores of adipose tissue. For comparison, a mouse with a normal amount of adipose tissue is shown on the right

cited from wikipedia.

i was doing biology PT just now when i came across this picture.. haa.. it's funny.

the obese rat and the normal one look so different. the obese one looks more like a bat.. hoohoo

these rats remind me of those lab mouse... live to suffer...

这些日子都在看四川大地震的相关新闻。

19-21日是全国哀悼日。我会同父母为这些遇难，失去亲人，身亡的人们哀悼。

这次地震夺走了上万条生命，但将所有中国人的心牵到了一条线上。

这应该就是患难见真情的表现。

昨天我在电视上看到一位女警员，她是位母亲也是女儿。可她的父母和女儿都在地震中身亡。可怜的她还在拼命抢救其他生还者，最终因体力不支而晕倒。记者问及她的亲人时的表情是说不出的心酸。

但愿类似的大地震，或是任何天灾都不要发生。

2008-05-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time since i last updated my blog... heee... so sorry.. happy to see ppl visiting my blog.. haaa.......................

MYA is over!
marks are pathetic..
so i dont wanttoo talk about it...
only physics RA is satisfying.. haaa. i thought i would have failed it but it turns out so surprising.. 14/20!! haaaaa.... i rather exchange it with my RP marks....

sichua 7.8 earthquake happened so suddenly..
i still rmb that day, i was at home infront of the TV with my parents. dad was watching cctv-4. and there's the news about the earthquake.. i didnot take it real seriously since there's only not more than 10 ppl reported dead at that moment. but then i realised it was actually quite serious.
i have been following the news these days. i saw photos of parents crying over their children's dead bodies. lots of students buried alive and found dead...

这里，我们为了做不完的作业抱怨，期盼自由的来临。
那儿，他们永恒的闭上了双眼，可却是多么希望能再做份贡献。

你想，死去的孩子的父母花了多少心血养大这些孩子。父母的那句“告诉我们，孩子还活着吗？”

好好的活下去。。。。

2008-04-19T09:54:00.003+08:00

我也加入支持中国2008奥运！：）

加油！！

2.4公里PFT 考完了。好轻松。

不过考试就在眼前了，又得开始忙了。今年就没停下来。

不过这个星期是我过得最开心的了。我也不清楚为什么，这星期也有考试，也有很紧张的时刻，但就是比之前都过得轻松多了。

2008-04-13T10:52:00.002+08:00

ORA yesterday.
wierd to see friends coupled with boys.. haiz.
girls grow, grow fast, beyond ur imagination...
haa.
are RGS girls really desperate?
............................................................
dots and endless dots.

chem SPA next week..
ms ang informed us tt there will not be calculations during the spa. GOOD NEWS..
but dont feel so happy yet, she reminded us to read n titrate carefully... ohho.. NOT SO GOOD..

now i dont know what to expect.
hopefully, they will tell us the end colour change, or i wont know what to do..

2008-04-02T21:44:00.003+08:00

havent done a lot today. believe it or not, i havent bath yet.
but feel like blogging...
today, during chinese lesson, bai laoshi asked us to read to the wed newspaper, the 'pop' section. OKAY. i better type in chinese.
题目关于爱情指导课程。
年轻朋友们的回答都差别不大，都是些：并非必要，即使指导，也只能传输些概念性的东西。并不能实用。
我的立场相似，怎么都无法理解由谁来指导？又指导些什么？
每次与这种敏感问题靠边的都只能是些警告，象是：别搞大肚子，应该洁身自好。
也许会提到如何与异性相处（不是异型，我差点打错，哈！）。不过也只能是轻描淡写。每个人个性不同，如何能统一分析？
白老师给我们作了个小调查：问我们有多少能从容的与异性来往？好些表明不能（我算是其中之一）。老师又问有多少会主动与异性搭讪？我不会，大部分都不会，女生吧！又问如果男生主动，多少会与愿意开始交谈，还是躲开？我想我还没那么失败，社交不好也不必逃跑吧。人家都愿意主动与你交谈说明你没什么好担心的，朋友就是这么来的。
我说我交际不行，不是说我不会，只是不会主动。与异性总有层沙，我不理解男生的思想，也不想去“探讨”。害怕出丑。好象把男生看成另类人种。（哈）
在中国还没这种问题，大家都相处得不错。可来了这儿，我与同年级人不同年，没有共同点，自然没有话题，开始认识些中国留学生之时又正是步入青春期，同学之间不断地互相揭丑。与男生的交流越来越少。进莱中，又是女校，就好像于世隔绝。整天卧在女生堆里。实话说，我现在有联系的同年异友少之又少。
象我这种人，哪还会有很好的交际能力？
我都自疑。

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2008-03-25T19:04:00.002+08:00

it's my 17 yr old birthday today.
wow. i am 17 now..
i still rmb i used to dream to grow up. to be 18.
now, 18, just one more yr. i thought life will be completely diff., but i still dont feel any change.

celebration!!!!
i am 17!!!
haha...

learning journey

2008-03-23T00:28:00.002+08:00

wednesday: trip to lower peirce reservoir

trip cancelled, due heavy rain...
so no journal.. HA! enjoy

thursday: trip to singapore port

incident: .......
ha.. thinking about the guide will made me cry and laugh the same time.
on the bus, he spoke very softly, we all thought that's he sound level.
the ppl siting at the back of the bus cant hear him so he decided the "best position" - the centre of the bus.. haa.. that the start of nightmare, the ppl in the front cant hear a word of what he talked.. so they chat their own stuff, only a few were busy with note taking.
then, on the ferry, he started to literally "shouting".... and he almost repeat every thing he said.. hee...
at the end of the his speech, he asked whether anyone has question, so some students posted the questions that we are supposed to get some answers from him for a SA, but he said: " WAIT!"
and in e end, he did not answer our question.....
haaaa. but he's cute...............

okay no more writing,, it's 12.39 in the morning.......... i cant even keep my eyes open...

learning journey

2008-03-22T23:50:00.002+08:00

hhaa.. you will think us idoits.

wednesday: trip to Kumpong Glum
incident: Wenjing and I got lost.
time: break time
reason: we went for our 20 min break. there's no seat left for us at the coffee shop since the whole class was there... so we went seven eleven. we bought ourselves instant noodles, and we ate outside e shop. we thought 20 min should be enough, so none of us kept track of the time. but when we went to the coffee shop, there's no one there... we were lost.. the class is gone. we tried to reach our classmates thru phone, but the contacts were limited and no one picked up.. until yu han answered to our desperate call. yu han told us mrs ang had left to look for us... we felt sad and sorry that we had caused this avoidable incident...
my own thoughts: i felt really sorry that we had made mrs a. to walk all the way there to look for us with an unborn baby (pregnant).. tt's what i thought when i was waiting for mrs ang (after yu han had answered our call). after a long wait, we saw Mrs A., i felt saved.. until i actually saw what her expression was. then she started scolding us...........................
i knew i was wrong, very wrong, and she was pregnant, of course, bad temper, so i kept telling myself: i was wrong... she's right...
that's what i kept telling myself. but i could not stop asking myself whether tht's true. yes, i was wrong in the first place. since i did nt inform anyone about our whereabout, and we did not keep trck to the time and stick with the class.. BUT, there were not just mrs a. but another guide, tat's two people, should nt they count before they left? but until they reach the destination, then they realises there were people missing?
what really made me sad and pissed is how the guide reacted. wenjing said sorry,sincerely, she ignored. and as if she has all the rights to say: i deserve it, and u got to say tt. but she's the one who had wasted most of our break, and she did not even care abt our safety.
and when i heard from fuyuan that she had even talked about this incident to another class, tt when i got really pissed.
i know i was wrong. really wrong. but tt does not mean the guide has totoally nothing to do with it. yeah like they say, you should always be responsible to urself and everyelse. sorry i made a mistake, but hey, you too. u are not being responsible to the class you r taking.

experiments

2008-03-11T21:09:00.002+08:00

a whole week in the lab.

my holiday~ my HOLIDAY~ MY HOLIDAY~~~
haiz. i wonder how will my june holiday turn out to be.

yesterday, tat's monday, my grp had spent our whole day at NUS with our mentors.
vincent lectured us on the electrophoresis and SDS page. it was okay
and then guess what! we went to a talk about consolidation of memory in the brian by some experts. haa. i totoally gave up after he showed the third ppt slide. i dont understand a single thing he's talking abt. the talk ended with heated arguments among the professors. " he's making a generisation that.... " haix, believe or not, i dont even understand the questions that have been asked. according to zhang jie, it was rather a presentation than a talk.

that's uni- life, full of talks, experiments and endless experiments... i wonder if they give up their research when they graduate.

today, we were asked whther chose medicine or research in the future, haa.. i was ABOUT to say medicine, but they told us not to tell them. heee.. we CHOOSE to research cus of our INTEREST. .....
wow...

never mind.

lots of homeworks are still waiting for me............
math, oh dear...... i feel so bad tt i know so little abt math now....

2008-03-02T21:00:00.003+08:00

i forgot prac-ing for CO.
seniors are disappionted with our progress.
well, i admit it.
i am not doing well at music related subjects.
i take longer time than e others to learn a piece.
no music background at all. dont feel the rhythm.
and my fingers are not long enough to stretch that far.
nothing's going well these days.
i thought i can do well for bio test, but then i realised i had made so many mistakes.

i just need some time on my own. my life is so stressed up. if i would have known this last yr, i would nt want to take the physics ra. though i like it and SMP also, but i rather have a more relaxed lifestyle.

i dont know why, i started complaining everyday abt how much i have been stressed up by sch.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH....

2008-03-02T20:43:00.003+08:00

haha.. OBS.. tt takes so long for them to get these photos ready.

2008-02-27T16:58:00.003+08:00

sec 3 life has been so stressful.
my sleeping time has shifted from 9.30pm in primary school to 10pm in sec 1, then 10.30pm in sec 2, now 11pm in sec 3.
i always have the mindset that the first 2 or at least 1 term(s) will be very easy. you will have lots of free time to yourself, and sometimes you get no homework for most of the days in the week. but now, i really feel the pressure building up faster than i had imagined.
the chinese compre. isnt tat simple anymore. in the past, i take chinese lessons are slacking periods. now, though the content of the lessons arent tt hard, but the skills you need to built up are much more. since last year school holiday, i havent been reading any chinese bk. now i feel so weak. i've forgotten most of the well known four-word phrases. and i even cant rmb how to write a gd piece of work without the use of dictionary. GOD!! what's going on with me??!!!!
other than chinese, i am neither doing well for any of the other subjects. well, maybe biology cus we're sort of forced to( SMP). math lessons are like nightmares to me. well.... one word to describe it will be : boring.
it's not that i've known everything, but rather nothing at all interest me. not anymore, i dont feel that passion for math like i used to. since i got "kicked" out from MOT(due to: overage/not doing well in the competition), i dont feel any motivation to work harder. pathetic me.
and what to say about my class...
not bonded at all.
since OBS, i knew it will not be an energetic class, but rather a dead class. not that we are all the solely-book-biting students, we are just dead when it comes to class activities, but individually, we are quite "crazy".
oh, and worst of all, SMP(science memtorship programme). we are rebarking on a cancer research programme. protein structure, butyrate, S100C... blablabla.. seems like my enire life is just these words. meeting on tuesday, discussion on thursday, own research everyday.......

I AM DYING.... SLOWLY..... SCHOOLWORKs ARE TOXIC!!!!

2008-02-24T14:08:00.002+08:00

好累。。。。。。。
最近比较烦，比较烦，比较烦。。。。。

2008-02-21T23:14:00.002+08:00

it's 11.15pm right now.
i thought i have a lot to talk about.. but now i dont feel like i have anything.
hmm...
陈冠希事件...
其实也没什么好聊的，演艺圈的事不是我们这些普通过日子的人可以理解的。我也不想去管。看了只当是笑话一笑而过。内容还没来得及过滤干净就已经列入我考虑范围之外了。
这些事件说它严重，它可以影响你的人生；说它毫无意义，它只不过是一些八卦，并无任何影响力。本来并不是什么大事，就因为发生在名人的身上便成了争议性的话题。
有人炒，事件大，名气响，知名度强，这不就是如何“名人”出名的嘛。是是非非，对错与否，我无法定夺，这不就是演艺圈？演艺，演艺，演则为艺，艺便是演，无演无艺。活在灯光下的人，多少是真，多少是假？
不想，不问，不理，活得自在。

2008-02-09T14:24:00.000+08:00

happy new year.
today is the third day of CNY.
in the new year, i just wish myself happy and not too stressed by the overloaded homeworks, and oh, wish me good luck for everything i am doing.
anyway, i wish everyone good luck too. (luck is something really impt, well, admit it, without luck, you cant succeed, ha, dont tell me work hard, let me tell you, if you are unlucky, you may fail your most confident test only b'cus of a spoilt pen)

one year older. i cant believe it. i am turning 17 on March. one more year, i will be an adult.
when i was at 10, i wish myself 20. but now, how much i hope i can return to those innocent years.
friends, classmates or school mates told me that i dont seem as old as i really am.
i dont know whether it's compliment or they are just trying to be sarcastic.
either they are trying to say "you look foolish/ you look like an idiot", or "hey, she is young at heart, k?"
but both way, i dont feel good at all.
deep down, i know i have grown up, but somehow, people dont see it, they see me as a undeveloped 'kid' (but i am not, sad, isnt it -_-)
but i dont mean to blame anyone, i did it myself. (u dont not understand, but at least i do.)

ah.. it's getting boring..
i just finished my S.S. FA. i crapped everthing. well, luckily, it's just a FA not a real test.
oh. SMP, i am going to research on a cancer related topic.. hope everything turns out right.

2008-01-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!!!!!!!

2008-01-20T15:10:00.000+08:00

i finished some of my homework today.
for the four drawings i did for my biology homework are 1. the crab 2. worms 3. mangrove 4. wild boar.
most of them are found at the mangrove swamp.
i will never forget that place. all the stuffs there will forever stay fresh in my mind.

i lost 2 kg.
but i guess i will gain back those 2 kg in just a few days. cus i really did nothing at all during the weekends. i sleep from 10 to 9, eat a lot ( much more than i did during OBS ). hee...
but interestingly, i stop to like some of the foods that i loved so much before i went for OBS. like pizza.
yesterday, my mom ordered a pizza, but i dont feel like eating it. and the meat just made me feel less like to eat.
haiz...
OBS...
those who did not go or cant go will regret. though it was tiring and uncomfortable during the five days, i started to miss those days now. i dont know why. i dont like the mud, i dont like the 10 kg bag, i dont like the giant spiders, but i miss them now. i want to do the solo walk again, i want to see my classmates crowding together cooking our rice and can foods, i want to sleep in the tents with my classmates again.. i want to feel the exhaustion again, feel the sweat, feel the hot burning sun above my head. it was a once a lifetime experience. no more in the future..

2008-01-19T13:46:00.000+08:00

i still feel like sleeping..
now i am suffering from land sickness. because of the sea. the waves are so strong.
OBS is now over. i will never want to go back again.
yesterday, wenjing and i discussed how to burn down the whole island. haa..

it's sooooooo tiring during the 5 days.

the first day,
we got to the island and i was sorted into the watch, DHANABALAN. ( another 15 of our class were sorted into the Eng Song) our instructor was Theresa. we started with some games, then we went packing ( that lasted until our dinner ). we were suppose to do some climbing, but due to the rain and the fact that we were late, we went for cooking. cooking was okay, at least we got our stomach filled. we pitched our tents and we slept on the grass. i did not have much sleep. i kept on hearing noises ( human noises) and felt colder and colder.

the second day,
we woke up at 4.45 am in the morning. i was so cold, freezing.
then we went for some exercises.. well, i dont rmb wat exactly happened after that, ( oh i remembered , we tri yaked, it was fun ) i remembered that we spent hours and hours packing our stuffs (our three sets of clothes, our toiletries, foods, tents and etc., getting ready for real outdoor expedition ). we set off at around 3.45pm. which was like 1 hour or more behind the other half of our class. (eng songs) we set off with almost-10 kg packbag on our back.. the journey was about 30 to 45 min from camp 1 to camp 2. luckily, it started raining just when we were reaching our campsite. we cooked ( instant noodles) and got ourselves washed. none of us realised one of our real challenge was coming up. we had our solo walk.
first, we lined up in one line, each was to keep only a whistle and a fluorescent stick with her, no torch light, no anything else. and made ourselves through half the route we made in the aftenoon ( which was around 15 min walk). after we made through the forest as a class, the two instructors told us that our solo walk was beginning. everyone got very frightened, mainly because of the dark. no body liked it. it was pitch dark in the woods. the ground was muddy and hard to walk. it was so quiet everywhere, you could only hear the sounds made by the creatures on the trees.
each of us was suppose to keep a distance away from the person in front ( 30 second interval). i was the third one to set off. i wasnt fast, but neither slow. wenjing was the fourth, but she caught up with me just in around 2 or 3 minutes. ( she was RUNNING ). she was so scared. so we walked together..
we walked and walked.. and i spotted a puddle in front, i knew it must be muddy, i was about to step on the left when i changed my mind, so i stepped on the right. AH! MUD!! my whole right feet was soaked in mud.. then i heard another AHHH!!!! from wenjing. she got her feet in mud too! what's interesting is: she stepped on the left side.
soon we caught up with the one in front of me.. and then, we heard Arthi ( she's supposed to be the eighth ). then the journey became less scary. we chattered along the way.
we were informed that our campsite was flooded with water because of the rain, we had to sleep under the shelter. the night was still as bad as the first night. it was cold and hard.

the third day,
we set off for our real land expedition, a whole day walking through the forest with a 10kg packbag on our back, and you know, i was holding onto a tent too. the hardest part of the trip was the time when we had to walk down the hill, our navigators chose a harder route for us, but we did it. many of us got mosquito bites, but i was lucky enough to get no bite at all. maybe the mosquitoes did not like my smell XD.. too smelly haaaaa... but the others smell no better than me. but they got bites all over their bodies. we camped at the beached that night, sleeping on rocks was suppose to be very uncomfortable, but i slept very well that night, maybe i got too tired.

the fouth day,
and the worst day of my life. we went for our sea expedition, at first we only got ourselves wet, soaked in sea water, then we went through the mangrove swamp. at first, the water was still there, but soon it was gone, my boat was the last one. when he first few boats had already made through the swamp, my journey through the mud just got started. no one in the front moved at all. wenjing got stung, she's too weak to move any more, yuhan's leg was very painful. we stayed there for very long, until most of the water was gone, the mud around was very very soft, you cannot stand at one spot for more than 5 seconds, if you did, you are mostly likely to get yourself stuck. there are insects all around, small crabs, worms, and many other small creatures that i has never seen in my life. the mud smells like shit, i feel like in a big pool of poo. but it was not the smell of the mud that bothered me the most, neither the creatures in the mud, but the boat, our triyake. the triyake was very heavy and becase the water was flowing away, the mud was getting harder and harder under the sun, it was getting more difficult to move the triyake. amanda sum, esther lim, and wenyi, we count down from 30, trying to get to our destination within the 30 counts. well, it was going on well at first, then, when it got harder to move the boat, amanda and esther simply abandoned the boat and they moved away, leaving wenyi and myself behind with our boat. we cant move our boat at all with only two of us. wenyi started to cry, i was getting dehydrated. white stuff started to appear around my lip and i felt weaker than ever. but i still did not want to give up. at that moment, when i saw some of them abandoning the boat s simply because they thought that they were not their boats and they were tired, i felt very sad, even worse than having to pull our boat to the mud hill where we can reach water. i did not know if i still can trust this class anymore in the coming two years. i did not want to know them anymore and i got really frustrated. then, nageish offered to help us though she was having touble at the same time, and some came back to help us even though they were already out of trouble. i felt touched and my confidence came back. finally, we did it through the mud.
there are something else i must say, though i know it's better if i keep it down.
i felt very disappointed to my two triyaking partners. i was the one sitting at the back, i had to control the direction all on my own, you were so dependent on me, i was glad tht you trusted me, but you were too dependent on me, i could not do all this alone, no one helped me to turn the direction until i asked for help. when we were in the sea, you two were resting most of the journey, i knew you were exhausted and not feeling well, but none of you two thought about me, i was dehydrated, i was tired, my whole body was aching. i still had to paddle alone. okay, you had helped too, but watching from the back, i could see very clearly that you were not trying ur best at all, your paddle were simply touching the water, while i had to sink half of my paddle and paddle with all my strength though i merely had any strength left, and you were blaming me for not keeping close to the shore and blaming me for asking you two to paddle so many times. we were the third at first, then soon we became the last. the boat that had only two paddles was even faster than ours. why? never you asked yourselves?
you two soon began to believe that i have a lot of strength, but let me tell you, i may be a bit stronger than you, but i believe you are not any weaker than the most of the rest of the class, why they can do it, but not you? because you were not trying. you told yourselves that you are tired, you told youselves that you feel weak. so you gave up easily. tell you why i can do it, because i never gave up, though i could not even feel my legs because they were so numbed when i was in the mud, i kept on crawling. i concentrated onto the thing that i was doing, and i forgot the rest. i controled my mind and all my muscles, but you simply let them taking control of you.
i understand that different body is capable of different things, but i also believe when you want to do something, and you tried you best, you can do anything. ( pls dont misread me, i dont mean things that are impossible like having eyesight of the eagle, swimming like fishes, and pull the stars down from the sky).

from this OBS, i learnt much a lot about this class, some can be trusted, some never. we can always have fun together, but never suffer together.
sorry for my straight forwardness, but this comes from my heart, this is the truth.

that's all i want to say.
i hope i dont have to say this.

2007-12-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

i've realised tt i havent been updating my blog for quite a long time.
holiday isnt that fun. i have been going for CO prac these days. i believe this is the only useful thing i have been doing during the holiday. well, I start to enjoy the prac, but i mean xiao zu. dazu is really hard for me. just too fast. i cant catch up with them. well, the only part tt i can do well is that 5---71/2-254...... part haaaa. the 532321/532321 is just too fast.... but i will try... ^o^
and ...
...
...
i will get to know my class for 2008 and 2009 on this friday.
i am really excited..
okay, it's 11.41pm now. i am going to sleep.. cya XD

告诫

2007-11-30T13:08:00.000+08:00

很久都没写什么了。20号从国内回来，家那儿越来越冷了。回来的时候都快只有10度了。恐怕现在应该入冬了。好像体会一下家乡的雪，可是没有机会。
回去的两个星期也没干什么。老实说，一个星期陪我妈逛银行（她的一大堆杂七杂八的的事），然后，我就天天呆在家里，看电视，上网吧。回了趟奶奶家，住了就一晚上。和姨妈，弟弟，外婆外公聚了聚。除此之外，也没什么好记录的。
不过啊，家乡的食物就是香。好多蔬菜在新加坡都买不到。
不过我还挺想念这儿的咖哩鸡的。。。 XD
哦，有一件事，我还真得写。
前天，我妈收到一电话，开始就有一个电脑留言的声音，说我妈给告上法庭了。说我妈是大耳窿的帮凶，应该是因为我妈的资料被人盗用了。我妈按照电话留言的指导按了9.然后就有一个女的接通了电话，她跟我妈说，很多银行的职员为了赚外块，把顾客的资料交给大耳窿去干事。。。然后，我妈就成了受害者之一。
接着，那女的就问我妈储蓄卡的资料，问她银行有多少存款，要她将钱转去她说的户头，不然就会冻结。（有点感想吗？）
我爸把我妈叫过去，说：小心是骗子。
我妈被提了醒，跟那女的说她不能就凭这一个电话，就把她的钱都汇了。
那女的就说：那你就去高级法院问问吧。

我妈和我爸就真去了。
我在家等了好许。我妈回来后，丢我一份新闻报道。
哈，我妈受骗了。那电话是骗子打来的，已经有200多余人去过法院问过了，都是才进了门就被那儿的工作人员给笑回来了。

所以，我说啊，这些骗子是变着法子想骗人。

我也想告诫一下朋友们，如果有人打电话一直跟你谈到钱，千万别理他，弄清楚前，别相信他！！

2007-11-09T09:20:00.000+08:00

it is friday.. XD
days in china are kind of bored.
i cant get to any of the old friends. but actually, i did not even want to.
they are already grade 2 in high sch. one more year they will be going universities.. and i will still be stuck at secondary sch. the gap is becoming too large. and i dont think i have a lot to chat with them, and neither they have enough time to spent with me. they will have a lot of classes to attend.
kids in china have really a hard time. i dont mean kids in singapore dont. what i mean is that china students are more stressed by their parents, environments and teachers. they are forced to do a lot of things in their limited time. like extra lessons on weekends.
every family only has one child, and they are really like little emperors. the parents want their kids to be the best, thus, lessons after lessons, they tried to stuff everything into their brains in short periods. primary four / five kids are already learning secondary level text. haix...
but i dont think this helps. well, i cant deny that those kids in china can solve a challenging math question in short time, but what can that help? they cant make money with that, they cant buy food with that, they cant survive with only that.
there are lots and lots doc. in china nowdays, but arnt they still worrying abt their living, worrying abt money...
sad.. anyway, i cant help.. hee...

i am bored.............................

2007-11-05T11:48:00.000+08:00

i am in CHINA writing this post..
hee. i am super super super happy and lucky yeah.. you know.... i dont have internet connection at home in china.. and most importantly, i dont have a computer here. so i got to find the wang3 ba1 . and here i am, sitting comfortably in the nice leathered black chair with a giant sized screen computer... heeee...
i just checked my mailbox.. my class'07 is discussing about the class outing. i dont know how many will be going and who will be going.. but i think it will be fun.., yah.. and i want to go... sooo.. i am hoping they can arrange it after i return frm china. but if many cant attend the outing if they try to arrange it on a day which i can, then i rather they have it without me.. they should have fun.. and i wont blame anyone.. cus.. i choose to go back china.

i had already discussed with my mother and had decided that we wont be visiting china in the next four or five years because it's really a ma2 fan2 thing. you know, we have only one bed ( lucky dad is not coming back with us, or else he will be sleeping on the floor on a cold autum-winter night haa.. poor papa). we thrown away one, because it's not in good condition. just imagine sleeping on a bed which had not been touched for two whole years.. and imagine what will be on it.. crocroach.. maybe.. ants... and ...... never mind...
many things are no more availabe. we dont have a phone line. ( my mom and i will be going to open two lines today maybe) we dont have washing machine blablabla... haix.. just cant feel the same warm feeling which i once wanted so badly 5 years ago.. so i wont want to come back too often.. guess five years once will be enough, but i dont mean i wont go visiting other places in china.. for holiday.. that's a different thing. yeah.. maybe i will visit your hometown, jinyang, someday.. i guess... you will be my travel guide... heeee... maybe harbin (spelt correctly?) yah.. cold but should be fun.. see the ice carving.. very cool...

sorry jinyang... you are a very kind and friendly friend i ever have.. your quite quiet in class, but you cant stop typing once your online... heee, esp. when tagging others' blogs...

让爱永恒

2007-11-02T20:08:00.000+08:00

也许你听过
爱-就像块巧克力
甜中带苦
苦得香甜
甜着你的口
满了你的心
这种味道很久很久都不会走

也许你听过
爱-就像一棵果树
亲手将它种下
亲手把它抚养

看着它长大是种幸福

看着它成熟是种满足

这种感觉很久很久都不会走

有人认为
这世上没有永恒的爱
有人相信
巧克力的甜总有一刻会消失
亲手种植的果树总有一天会枯萎

我不愿相信
我不想知道
我要用心去体会
我要用灵魂去感受
我要用生命去证明
-它的永恒

2007-11-02T19:23:00.000+08:00

last day of school..
it's really sad..
i dont want to end like that...
sad.. i love my classmates this year.
maybe i had once said i dont really like someone, jinyang knows ( but pls dont tell )
but since she's in 209. i shall like her.. and i think i do now.
i love 209 more than i do in sec 1.
dont want to leave.

i will forever love this class. and rmb my two lao3 po2..

i feel like the 6 year ago. when i left china, left my 5 yrs' classmates. the whole class cried, almost everyone. i am not that popular in class, but we loved each other. we had spent 5 whole yrs together, laugh together, play together, fight together ... i feel like exactly how i felt 6 yrs ago.. the same painful sadness.
though no one cried this year, but i am sure we dont want to leave each other..
we are strong. that's why we did not cry.

let's hope and pray we can still be classmates nxt yr. and the nxt nxt yr.

I LOVE YOU, 209'07

2007-10-18T19:51:00.000+08:00

rubik's cube.. haa
everyone is crazy playing with it..

to chern hwee: so fast you are sick of that cube alrd hor.. muz challenge urself, break the world record.. that fastest is about 20+ seconds.. hmm not very sure.. if you can break it, i 拜你为师! haa.. i think it's a crazy idea.. but it's so so so cool to solve that cube so fast.. wow..

I AM STILL STUCK AT THE THIRD LAYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to jinyang: yeah.. i will.. but the problem now is... i cant even solve it.... haiz.

you know.. my mom tried that cube.. she's ainADVANCED LEVEL in messing up the cube... she has no idea how to solve it... but she insists she is super good at it... hahahaha..
nvr mind...

2007-10-16T18:21:00.000+08:00

hemmnnnn
有什么了不起！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
至少我有finish one side lor.. and i juz bought that rubik's cube two/ three days ago lor...
i struggle very long time leh..
you people got that piece of paper to explain step by step mah.. i dun have lor... hemmnnnn....
i very not 爽 now.!!
see... later got scold by my eng tutor...
all grammatic errors.. hahahahahaahaha
i dont care.... like that.. 爽到~~~~

2007-10-13T21:42:00.000+08:00

yeah... today is saturday.. i went out wif my dad and mom to orchard rd..
mom wanted to drive...
OBJECTION!!!!!!!!
haix.. i still haven't live long enough..
so she dont get to drive.. sad..
at least i am happy..
hmm..
fangying started a blog... bloggie.. and a lot of crap (at least tat's what i feel)
i bought a rubik's cube today.
i finished the first face, and guess what!
i am STUCK.

2007-10-11T18:40:00.000+08:00

yeah. EOY is over.. over..o ver..over..over....
yeah....
it feels soo good.. it's soooo good.
you know, yesterday, i woke up at about 3 in the morning and today woke up at 4am..
i nearly braindead during the test.. haix.. i think i was..
haha.. exam stress..
never mind. i dont really want to think that much anymore,, it's too tiring to worry.
anyway, i am going back China on 4th Nov. but only about 2 weeks. if lucky, i can stay a bit longer, but i guess i cant. >(
i made my decision not to eat too much in China.
but.. the food is soo tasty there, and i cant bear but eat eat eat, and add 5 kg when i get back.. that's what happened to me two years ago.
sooooo.... i will join my grandma with a evening jog..
you know hor,
my grandma jogs 2km everyday
my grandad swims everyday even in winter when below 0 degree celsius and everything is freezing... haiz... cold, i cant even walk properly.
you know it's very CAN3 when you walk below freezing temp. your toes are freezing and they are numb... you dont even know if they are still there lor.. and the second worse part is your face, your nose and your ear..
today----------------------
got home at 10, mum moping the floor and scolded me for dirtying the ground.
then i did a bit math.. so that to forget the math paper did in the morning.. then ... very happy..
ate lunch at 12
watch TV, dont rmb the name of the show.. then tried to sleep.. but i am not tired... so got up....... then....
i went library to borrow a few books..... including zhangjie's caught in the crossfire. ( i borrowed for her for 3 weeks but she did not even touch a page.... >(
Mrs Tan is going to end her journey in RGS.. sad.. she's a good principal..
OHH.. i just saw our new principal on TV.. hmm.. cant make any judgement yet.. guess she will be a gd.one....

2007-09-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday i read about the poor sharks being killed for their fins on Asian Geographic.
it's really a ruthless scene. it wrote that it only take 10 US cents to capture a live shark. cut out its fin and throw it back in the sea then sell it at a price up to 1000 US dollars. leaving a finless shark struggling for its life. they can't swim without fin, after a while they are dead. thousands of sharks are being "murdered" every thirty days. the only reason is to make the humans happy.. happy with enjoyable life.. with a delicious dish full of shark fins. not that they have no food, but they demand for better food.. very soon, we will find our ocean without sharks.
juz think more carefully!
maybe there will a few hundreds of people being attacked by sharks (injuried, not neccessarily dead), but a few thousands of sharks are killed within a month. haa.. what a joke..

nvr mind.. i cant help it, juz find it too cruel. but i cant prevent further selling of shark fins. maybe the nxt day, one of my family members or related friends is going for a shark fin dish..

and i dont understand why LKY still want merger?!!?? i thought and i believed Singapore has a stable govt and economic and is very advanced in comparison with most of the other countries.. more precisely, she's now belonging to the group of most developed countries. if it merge with M'sia, then she needs to help M'sia in terms of economic and technology and other stuffs.
i believe Lee is a very capable governor but juz dont get that merger idea.. Singapore now is an independent little dot. she has its own name, she has her own flag, she has her own song, she has her most supportive ppl and lots of capable governors and more and more, she's grown up! and why she needs a "mother" to protect and take care of her?? hemmnn.. dont get it..

anyway,, i am bery stressed now..
EYA are coming and i am dying.. altho i think i am trying to cool myself down and i have succeeded a bit.. still stresss..ss.s.s
haiz..
soon i will be sec 3. and i still dont feel like going sec 3.. i love this yr's class. for the first time in my 6yrs.. i have start to like a class this much.. maybe i met real friends here this yr.. gonna miss them.

ok... i shall stop here. cya

2007-09-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

本来不想写的，可是又没事干，刚刚做了作业，现在是休息时间。哈，爽。

昨天，王教练回来了，从中国满载而归，拿了武术国际文凭，现在可是走遍天下都不怕没饭吃了。好久没见，见了便叫。是我叫：痛。累。。。真是很久没被这么整了。忠平老师没来后，武术课就没那么耗体力了，而我也没那么卖力了。王教练“失踪”，学友们都也好久没有上了，力气都没了，体力更差了，当然，柔软度就别提了，烂透了。昨天就因此被整得够呛，手和膀子没力，腿也没力。咳。。可怜，可悲。。。

RS 快完了，好兴奋。。。

没了，拜拜。。

2007-09-10T19:05:00.000+08:00

hallllllllllllo..
i guess i need to improve my english.. in case there's really going to be someone staring at my words someday.. according to jinyang's dream
got to learn from zhengxi somehow.. haiz.
zx informed me about her blog going hibernation.. i hope one day someone will juz allow me a day-break.. UPDATE!!!!! =.= i am obeying your order.. yes Mam..
going for wushu later.. guess i will end my life there.. my legs are sticks now..
dying dying dying..

2007-09-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

that will be the 1st chapter of 阿Q正传。
i will be posting one chapter every two days. so you will not say you have no time to read and if want to read the whole book.. easy!!
go library
or juz type in 阿Q正传。 the whole story will be on website and so.. it's not copyrite and dont say i am using unauthorised content!! hee.. enjoy urself .. there's only a few more days left for holiday..

阿Q正传

2007-09-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

鲁迅 -阿 Q 正传
第一章序
我要给阿Ｑ做正传，已经不止一两年了。但一面要做，一面又往回想，这足见我不是一个 “立言”的人，因为从来不朽之笔，须传不朽之人，于是人以文传，文以人传——究竟谁靠谁传，渐渐的不甚了然起来，而终于归接到传阿Ｑ，仿佛思想里有鬼似的。
然而要做这一篇速朽的文章，才下笔，便感到万分的困难了。第一是文章的名目。孔子曰， “名不正则言不顺”。这原是应该极注意的。传的名目很繁多：列传，自传，内传，外传，别传，家传，小传……，而可惜都不合。“列传”么，这一篇并非和许多阔人排在“正史”里；“自传”么，我又并非就是阿Ｑ。说是“外传”，“内传”在那里呢？倘用“内传”，阿Ｑ又决不是神仙。“别传”呢，阿Ｑ实在未曾有大总统上谕宣付国史馆立“本传”——虽说英国正史上并无“博徒列传”，而文豪迭更司也做过《博徒别传》这一部书，但文豪则可，在我辈却不可。其次是“家传”，则我既不知与阿Ｑ是否同宗，也未曾受他子孙的拜托；或“小传”，则阿Ｑ又更无别的“大传”了。总而言之，这一篇也便是“本传”，但从我的文章着想，因为文体卑下，是“引车卖浆者流”所用的话，所以不敢僭称，便从不入三教九流的小说家所谓“闲话休题言归正传”这一句套话里，取出“正传”两个字来，作为名目，即使与古人所撰《书法正传》的“正传”字面上很相混，也顾不得了。
第二，立传的通例，开首大抵该是 “某，字某，某地人也”，而我并不知道阿Ｑ姓什么。有一回，他似乎是姓赵，但第二日便模糊了。那是赵太爷的儿子进了秀才的时候，锣声镗镗的报到村里来，阿Ｑ正喝了两碗黄酒，便手舞足蹈的说，这于他也很光采，因为他和赵太爷原来是本家，细细的排起来他还比秀才长三辈呢。其时几个旁听人倒也肃然的有些起敬了。那知道第二天，地保便叫阿Ｑ到赵太爷家里去；太爷一见，满脸溅朱，喝道：
“阿Ｑ，你这浑小子！你说我是你的本家么？”
阿Ｑ不开口。
赵太爷愈看愈生气了，抢进几步说： “你敢胡说！我怎么会有你这样的本家？你姓赵么？”
阿Ｑ不开口，想往后退了；赵太爷跳过去，给了他一个嘴巴。
“你怎么会姓赵！——你那里配姓赵！”
阿Ｑ并没有抗辩他确凿姓赵，只用手摸着左颊，和地保退出去了；外面又被地保训斥了一番，谢了地保二百文酒钱。知道的人都说阿Ｑ太荒唐，自己去招打；他大约未必姓赵，即使真姓赵，有赵太爷在这里，也不该如此胡说的。此后便再没有人提起他的氏族来，所以我终于不知道阿Ｑ究竟什么姓。
第三，我又不知道阿Ｑ的名字是怎么写的。他活着的时候，人都叫他阿Ｑｕｅｉ，死了以后，便没有一个人再叫阿Ｑｕｅｉ了，那里还会有 “著之竹帛”的事。若论“著之竹帛”，这篇文章要算第一次，所以先遇着了这第一个难关。我曾仔细想：阿Ｑｕｅｉ，阿桂还是阿贵呢？倘使他号叫月亭，或者在八月间做过生日，那一定是阿桂了；而他既没有号——也许有号，只是没有人知道他，——又未尝散过生日征文的帖子：写作阿桂，是武断的。又倘使他有一位老兄或令弟叫阿富，那一定是阿贵了；而他又只是一个人：写作阿贵，也没有佐证的。其余音Ｑｕｅｉ的偏僻字样，更加凑不上了。先前，我也曾问过赵太爷的儿子茂才先生，谁料博雅如此公，竟也茫然，但据结论说，是因为陈独秀办了《新青年》提倡洋字，所以国粹沦亡，无可查考了。我的最后的手段，只有托一个同乡去查阿Ｑ犯事的案卷，八个月之后才有回信，说案卷里并无与阿Ｑｕｅｉ的声音相近的人。我虽不知道是真没有，还是没有查，然而也再没有别的方法了。生怕注音字母还未通行，只好用了“洋字”，照英国流行的拼法写他为阿Ｑｕｅｉ，略作阿Ｑ。这近于盲从《新青年》，自己也很抱歉，但茂才公尚且不知，我还有什么好办法呢。
第四，是阿Ｑ的籍贯了。倘他姓赵，则据现在好称郡望的老例，可以照《郡名百家姓》上的注解，说是 “陇西天水人也”，但可惜这姓是不甚可靠的，因此籍贯也就有些决不定。他虽然多住未庄，然而也常常宿在别处，不能说是未庄人，即使说是“未庄人也”，也仍然有乖史法的。
我所聊以自慰的，是还有一个 “阿”字非常正确，绝无附会假借的缺点，颇可以就正于通人。至于其余，却都非浅学所能穿凿，只希望有“历史癖与考据癖”的胡适之先生的门人们，将来或者能够寻出许多新端绪来，但是我这《阿Ｑ正传》到那时却又怕早经消灭了。
以上可以算是序。

2007-09-05T20:20:00.000+08:00

"in sooth i know not why i am so sad".. yeah.. so so so sad..
hmm. haa. no idea why ppl love to start with this line these days... haix. merchant of venice, i spent 2 hours struggling with it today.. but.. i dont really get it... quiz and tests.. really wearies me.. and i am sure what makes me sad..
oh.. yesterday made me real sad. there's red swelling patches (big ones) all over my body. and they are very very itchy..
then i went to the doctor, he told me that is allergy, but no idea what i am allergy to. (i have to some kind of tests, dripping droplets of *** chemicals?? on my skins, each representing allergy to certain kind of objects, the one that react tells what u are allergy to) tat's fun, and i wantto try itt... heeeee
hahahaha

2007-09-03T15:01:00.000+08:00

to jinyang: because my posts did not interest them.. and they are busied visiting other ppl's blogs.. and my is never within their lists of choices.. that's why..

2007-09-03T14:20:00.000+08:00

today no SL.. hoho...

2007-09-03T14:11:00.001+08:00

i think i am quite pathetic. jinyang should be the only one visiting my blog.. but dont worry i will still write my entries.
but think more carefully, i shall thank jinyang. she's been tagging me constantly.. and i am satisfied.. it encourages me to update more often because i know there's always been someone who's willing to read :) and honestly, jinyang's blog is the only one i have read all the entries posted.. hmm... see what a devoted friend i am.. heeee... that's not a compliment.. it means i havent been reading all my other friends' posts.. O.O uh oh..
hmmmmmm..... i read very slow mah.... should not blame me mah...... ah lor.....

2007-09-01T21:44:00.000+08:00

some photos from the Si Chuan trip.. heeee

the water issss ssooooo clean and clear... *_* CLEAN AND CLEAR!!!

the old monkey wanted attack me!!! NO WAY i tell you!!!

2007-09-01T19:13:00.000+08:00

清晨我站在青青的牧场

看到神鹰披着那霞光

像一片祥云飞过蓝天

为藏家儿女带来吉祥

那是一条神奇的天路哎…

把人间的温暖送到边疆

从此山不再高路不再漫长

各族儿女欢聚一堂

2007-09-01T18:56:00.000+08:00

ha.. OMG... jinyang is super funny leh..
just now i read her blog and mum was beside me.
i read:" some hair miraculously go against the gravity and shot up like durian spikes" i laughed out so loud that my mum said: 小神经 in 家乡话。 haaa.. sooo funny =.= i can imagine you, jinyang, with ur hair standing like a 刺猬。heeee...i will be seeing you a week later..

anyway, it's teacher's day. and i would like to wish all teachers around the world to enjoy their days and love your students more!!! Happy Teacher's Day!!!

yesterday, the teacher's put up a show for entertainment. haa.. most of the male teachers acted, but i was wondering why Mr Mizar never joined them.. he should be among them. they were sooo funny.. and they really can act.

monday no wushu.
but i guess i will need to do some stretching, my legs are like .. 啊！！情境作文还没写完！！！

2007-08-31T17:32:00.000+08:00

continuation of the previous post..
反方呢。。就死扒着万就是一切的解释不放。。
反正就是很厉害啦。。不知道谁赢，讲解员不让看。

我有一首诗，the creation of....

屁屁屁
人身的语气
在我的肚子里转来转去
一不小心
它放了出去
穿过铁丝网
飞过太平洋
来到了意大利
意大利的国王闻了我的屁
很是不满意
。。。

下面忘记。。。
你若想知道谁写的。。i can tell you privately 看我的心情如何。

我叫老妈不要讲话，为什么为什么她的话没完？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？
纳闷。。。

2007-08-25T19:33:00.000+08:00

还没讲完：我忘了要讲什么了。。。

反正呢，今天是最后一次辩论训练。。
喔。今天的看了一场辩论比赛，帅呆了。中国跟马来西亚队辩，中国为正方：金钱是万恶之源。马来西亚为反方，当然：金钱不是万恶之源。
正方表明：金钱的占有是有限的，而金钱的追求是无限的。自从金钱的出现，人们开始为它忙碌。原本是人类的工具，之所以太好用，而使得人类成为了金钱的奴隶。。。不择手段。。。为了得到更多的金钱。。
反方呢，一直强调：万则为一切 to be continued...

2007-08-25T19:25:00.000+08:00

oh.. since jinyang requested abt 辩论。。。
恩。
那老师，我忘记他的名字。只记得他是国大辩论手之一。
第二节和第三节辩论训练都是由他讲解的。他讲解的很好，很详细。就是一句口头缠：爽。。
“他们都讲得很爽。。。”
“他们都很爽。。。”
“真爽！”
今天的训练我发现，他没有再用爽了。
但是！！！他开始：哇靠。。。。
满搞笑的。。。。

2007-08-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

aiyo.... mother hor.. you very very MA2fan2 leh...
she dont understand why achive doesnt show her edits..
BECAUSE SHE ONLY *edit* WHILE NOT *new post*..
haix... but she's cute... she's updating her blog quite often, but only EDIT..
oh, i saw that laozabor's blog.. oh my god.. i am not criticising her for anything but my mother is definitely not like hers.. i swear.. my mom is nvr going to be like that 60+ woman..
you know, i had done my chinese PT!! yeah.. altho i have no idea how well or how badly it is... hopefully i can get a 4.00 cus i did not even get 4.00 for my year 1.
got back the science competition.. i guess most of the class gets 41 *because i saw many got that mark.. hee.. i am pretty glad tt i got 40/45.. but i dont really like tat competition. the questions are really very *** sometimes... 我应该注意我的言语。
i did not go wushu this week.. lazy..
hmm.. quite a lot of things happened tis week and i dont know where to start..
oh. RS.. yeah we are now at the stage of writing report. had collate the data..
hmm well.. most of the surveys said that neighbourhood sch students are not any worse than top sch students. some of them even wrote *他们(top sch student)很讨厌* while some said: they are SMART !! :> haa..自恋..
i am waiting for my tutor to arrive~~~~~
1 sec... 2 sec... 3sec...........
60 sec.... hais... cya

2007-08-25T19:05:00.001+08:00

helloooo!!!!! hellllooooo

2007-08-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

2007-08-18T11:01:00.000+08:00

holiday monday! yay!
finally, there's someting worth to celebrate.
学校最近一星期一考试，头都炸了。虽然每门都有一个星期准备，可你要知道，我还不是那种为“未来”作打算的人。现在每个星期都没得放松。日子不见得好到哪儿。人说因祸得福，我怎么就觉得山不比祸高，心情比那无底洞还深！好事不来，坏事不断。
这网页总跟我过不去。字体不让变大。D:

AMC day

2007-07-25T16:16:00.000+08:00

i just had the AMC done today. i really have no idea how the result will turn out to be. i am sure i have not done so well for it cus i had misunderstood some questions and the marks are quite high for those qns.
anyway, cheer up.
i have been having headache since yesterday. mom said i caught a cold. i think so too. (that's the only reasonable explaination :))
had my first biology lesson and received a really big surprise! PT! but the teacher is cute!! she's not tall..(sorry if this is an offence: i wonder how she looks like when she's standing beside YAOMING:))
okay. tat's it for today.

2007-07-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

haa!!! ive gttn rid of the LOLlipop!!!
now is 10.30pm and i have only a few seconds to finish writing this entry but i think is quite impossible. :)
yeah.. so happy.. no more lollipop!!!! :)))))

2007-07-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

haaa. today is racial harmony day!!! yay!!
almost half the cls wore traditional costumes :)
so glad to see them all in other races' costume and funny too :)
i, myself wore an Indian costume ( Arthi lend me. XD)
the dress is super long. and the shirt is EASY to wear but HARD to get rid of!! i thought i would stuck inside that costume forever.. it's not that i am horizontally challenged!! it's mainly my shoulder that made me hard to pull that shirt off. no idea why. i measure some of my friends' shoulders..
my is like 38cm. the others have ard 36,38,40.. soo.. iam in the middle.. but only one is 40 =.= hee.. whatever.
and oh.. we finally start on songs instead of only doing Chang2 gong1 during CO.
i forget what i want to write next.. so i shall just stop here :)

2007-07-18T15:35:00.000+08:00

i have been waiting for my tutor for an hour. and now she says she's stuck in a jam... soooo.. i gt to wait at least another half an hour. haaa!!!!! my time is PRECIOUS , ok??? i wasted so much time.and now iam really very very very very angry... i hate to wait, esp when i desperately needing more time... and now i can only spare my another 20 min here typing this entry!!! what else can i do. i have no more mood for any work now.
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i am bored
i hate to be like this
this lesson will be extremely long... 2 and a half hour. cant help it.....

2007-06-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

school has started for a week..
tmr im going for a SL project. thought i can rest on youth day.
sad. i wasted my whole day today.
woke up at 9. cus nobody was at home, and i was foolishly waiting for something to shout at me. waited for 2hrs. then i did a bit hmwk, but nothing was done in the afternoon..
watched hongloumeng.. hmm.. haix.. dun wantto talk abt it,, too saddening..
anw. it's 11.12 right now. i dunt want to go to bed. hope i can skip tmr.
oh, we did SPA on friday. well, better than i had expected..hopefully, i can score a 8/10, hee. a 4.0.. .......................................................................................................................... life is hard......................................................................................

2007-06-09T20:54:00.000+08:00

finished my sichua trip. the place is real nice.
the water is very very clear. you will never see it in town. ppl pollute too much.
it was a great place with beautiful natural sceneries, but human destroy them.
cant help much, right? we need the land. and the technology.
now, such scenes can only be seen somewhere where human have never been to, or places where ppl have not yet thought of developing. or just they cant.
i cant upload the photos, ill try nxt time. so cya.

2007-05-27T18:37:00.000+08:00

学校的《耕耘》出版了。自己的那篇不放我还没话说，放上去真丢我一大人。自己读一边，到处是病句。就连妈看了说烂，我也只好点头说是。算了，本就是篇混差的文章现成了永远的烙印了。
不管怎样，我明天就回了。早上7.30的班机，去四川。
忙碌了半年，什么成绩都没弄出来，丢人呐。这次回去也就放松，从头再来吧。
别增肥就够了。就为了妈那句话：回去保定增5公斤。好！如果我增一公斤，我就不是人。若我食言，我今后她让我干啥我干啥。我就不信这邪！
好了，没话了。
我这辈子就注定语文不好，连blog我都挤不出话。咳！倒是平时跟朋友费起话来，那长篇大论勒，吓死你。

2007-05-23T21:10:00.002+08:00

my mum got really angry today...
not b'cuz of me.. i am not that bad
she went for the driving theory test and she forgot to bring her IC.
well, she's always tt forgetful.
and she's not allow to enter the exam room.
she got so fed up that she started a quarrel with the ppl in charge there.
they cant do anything but to calm her down, ha.
she really has the guts.
if i were her, i will most probably phone my dad and ask me to bring me my IC.
maybe she's too angry and she only wanted to scold. XD
anyway.. she has to do the test on another day, no exceptional. tat's the RULE.
the rule tt everyone has to obey no matter it's right or wrong.
no one will care how you feel and wat has actually happen to you tt had made you make the decision.
i am going to finish the [pride and prejudice].
i watched the movie. they mostly the same.. pretty nice to read. just i dont have time to read it today or else i would have it finished. HA. dont you ask me y i have time to type this.. THIS IS MY BREAK!!!! and the only one.
dont you think the world is still full of prejudice alto no one alwys speaks abt it or not tt serious as in e past. but it still exits..
and think careful, not only the common prejudice ppl have, like against the black, age discrimination or b'cus of religions. tat are too common.. some start only yrs before. little ppl have seriously considered abt it but it concerned all of us.. something tat happen almost everyday and everywhere, across the continents and it's everywhere, really.. everywhere..
okay.. i shall stop here..
ps: yixin: ur right.

2007-05-23T21:10:00.001+08:00

haloo... :)))))

2007-05-20T19:25:00.000+08:00

品德教育意义何在？
不觉违背良心，不查事故原因。
一头栽进，是非对错。
我心有余，而力不足。
心中抱怨，何人理会？
以权压众，草草了事。
满口糊言，语出而心不虑。
无人完美，若非他人无过？
一语定夺，无丝毫顾虑。
别人辛酸，全然不顾。
杀鸡训猴，只当我为戒物。
口口声声道：诚实美德。你否！

2007-05-19T16:54:00.000+08:00

I am going back China on 28th May!
i am so so so clever!!! :))) ... haaa... i change the font size.... yeah yeah yeah XD.... (i love dot dot dot a lot)
NOTE: i like to write a lot as alot.. but not on formal occasion, nvr know there are ppl who wrote 'alot' all the time. hmm. funny.

2007-05-15T16:58:00.001+08:00

i waited for my tutor for 58min now.. i fell asleep when i was doing the chemistry.. i alw do that, ha:) and now there's a red pat on my head.. un-erasable.. is there such a word? dun think so -_O? and and and... tmr will be the releasing of results.... omg.. i am scared... hmm.. not really.. actually. but i will be xtremly scared when i got my papers back.. i dun want to score tt bad like i did for last yr i guess i did not do gd enough for the math and geog paper.. and the chinese? nvr able to make it to math RA :( havent do the math challenge qns yet. and i am really too lazy to do it.......... Jingyang: we have to *jia1 you2* ...................... today during CLE, we wrote ******* what is it called?? anyway, i wrote to Zhang Jie, Kaixin, Chern Hwee, Tianyuan(you should thank me!!) :) did not write to Fangying, thought she will receive alot, but sadly, all the others have the same thought as us and she end up getting none.. haa, i am sry.. :( Jingyang.. Fuyuan.. just not enough paper.. or i think i will write to almost half of the class... but u are alw the best :)))) love you lots :) well, long enough..bb

2007-05-15T16:58:00.000+08:00

i waited for my tutor for 58min now..
i fell asleep when i was doing the chemistry.. i alw do that, ha:) and now there's a red pat on my head.. un-erasable.. is there such a word? dun think so -_O?
and and and...
tmr will be the releasing of results.... omg.. i am scared... hmm.. not really.. actually.
but i will be xtremly scared when i got my papers back.. i dun want to score tt bad like i did for last yr
i guess i did not do gd enough for the math and geog paper.. and the chinese?
nvr able to make it to math RA :(
havent do the math challenge qns yet. and i am really too lazy to do it..........
Jingyang: we have to *jia1 you2*
......................
today during CLE, we wrote ******* what is it called??
anyway, i wrote to Zhang Jie, Kaixin, Chern Hwee, Tianyuan(you should thank me!!)
:) did not write to Fangying, thought she will receive alot, but sadly, all the others have the same thought as us and she end up getting none.. haa, i am sry.. :(
Jingyang.. Fuyuan.. just not enough paper.. or i think i will write to almost half of the class... but u are alw the best :)))) love you lots :)
well, long enough..bb

fairytale*

緈諨接力棒：要緈諨...

right and wrong

good luck

真心的感谢，我的家我的朋友

现实

期待

解放身体束缚 裸睡者要留意四件事

mid autumn festival =.= cheers :D

HOLIDAY=SMP

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

learning journey

learning journey

experiments

告诫

让爱永恒

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AMC day

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