i realise i havent been visiting the blog for very long time
so i decided i shall not let it die...
SSEF judging is over... we were not awarded anything, it's quite a pity actually. but i should not be too depressed.
we werent thinking abt getting awarded in ssef when we first started this project, and i was not at all worried that i would be sad abt not getting anything since i didnt even believe we could actually win anything. so i had this emotionless feeling when i went for the presentation. but after a long day's waiting at our booth for the three judgers, i actually thought through all the memories i had during the whole year's attachment in NUS proteomics lab. i realise i actually miss it. though we went through depressions and heart-breaking moments, but i did enjoy it. i learnt and grew there. i was well taught and guided. though we had this unpleasant experience with the post grad. who guided us, but it was an experience that we would never ever have again. So, when I was waiting for the release of the result yesterday, i was a little anxious. we waited for the announcements of merit awards and we were not in the list. then the bronze, the silver, the gold... well, we werent in any of the lists. yes, then i felt this feeling of disappointment growing within me. i was hoping it wasnt over, but it did. we were not awarded... well, usually under such situations, i would find excuses to make me feel better. and i did, i told myself and my teammates that one of the factors of why we werent being credited for wat we've done is the fact that we were working on a very common topic- how a theraputic drug works to kill cancerous cells. well, it may be true, partially, but again, i also know that there's this guy who was also working on similar topic and he was awarded silver. so, what does that imply? hai... life is never a bed of rose... so get over it and move on, there's more in life awaiting you... why make your life so miserable everytime you fail sth?
from today onwards, no more RS, no more SSEF09. i have a lot more to worry about.
jiayou~!
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