haaaa. mommy is back!!!!!!!!!

yes it's AT. hmm.. he's ok lah... not until he has this philosophy talks.... hmm... tat's a painful process. but i still have to agree with him sometimes...

my mom's comp is taking a month's break.. sick badly... and it's in 'hospital' now, having 'surgery' most probably next week..... so sad... it's only a year's old...



new year wishes:
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improve my grades?? yes... standard wish, chem and english especially
grow taller?? hopeless alr...
slim down?? haaa, ya, i wish.....
get something for ssef?? hai, tat's tough man, but of course that's my wish as well as the other two members... anything would be nice.. but i am not going to get my hope too high... if if if we are lucky to get a price, i hope to be successful in the A* application.. the same goes to the other two, we work too hard just for this moment...
improve my chinese?? hmm... my chinese is getting lousier each year. so that's also my wish, not a wish exactly, but sth that must be done...
enjoy the year, 2009?? yes yes yes yes yes


moving on from a teenager to a young adult is a difficult process, involving too much realisation, too much pain (when u see the world from a completely different angle, when u suddenly realise the world u once had is a paradise, but it will be gone soon). you will have to accept the truth tat you are to lead your life alone, no one will be responsible for you anymore, you will have to take charge of your own life, ponder over each move you are going to make, take full responsibility of wat you decided... you are to live ur own life...

2009, maybe the last year tat i still can enjoy the innocence of youthhood, next year will be another new chapter of my 18 years