hmm... mother went back china yesterday...


very bored...

i bought a messaging cushion... so when anyone get tired and no one wants to message for him/her, this cushion will do the job... hmm... i like it... as a christmas present for the family.
haaa

i nvr buy present for family before, except on birthdays... hmm...
yesterday went watch TWILIGHT.. OMG... though i dont like the front part of the movie, draggy, not that nice as the book, but as it goes on to the part where they started playing baseball, AHHA, that's when i start to love the movie. the guy is ok, he's not that nice looking when i first started watching, but heee.... maybe Edward beautifies him... i like the part where he says, i feel very protective of you (Bella)... it's the best book i ever read... twilight... i am not shame to say i am a fan of this book...


i will not be updating untill 6th jan bb.

today is our first day writing report...

which will be followed with many days of report writing... until 9th January...

now chalet is gone... my holidays also seem coming to an end... soon... lucky i have my days spend with another two 笑胎, or else i will be bored to death. haha...

one more thing to look forward to: TWILIGHT MOVIE!!!!!!

i saw the sneak preview but wasnt sure if it's really the actual show, if it's not, then i will waste my 10 dollars... haa... so i will still wait for 18th dec, the official screening day... yay... one last thing to get my spirit high in 2008 since i dont celebrate christmas... -.-

anyway i am no longer going to complain abt the lab stuff or the lab ppl, they are what they are, i cant do anything abt it, even if i hate them like hell, i ain't going to change anything. i am doing this project for the sake of myself, my partners and my school, THEY are out of my consideration. i thank them for providing us a ground to work at, thank them for guiding us throughout the project, though it seems more like commanding us around instead of guiding. i will say goodbyes to this lab once this holiday ends, i will never be seeing them after we handed in our report or finishes our poster presentation. ha. if lucky, we will get a price, if not, we lose nothing though, maybe a holiday with no repay, but so what, we never expected anything more than experiences... so bye byes... a few more days, i will say eternal goodbyes..

whatever wrong we might have done, we should nt be treated this way.

even if we make unmendable mistakes, we should at least be allowed to know what we've done wrong.



i admit that we are wrong sometimes.

but it does not make him right to do watever he wants behind our back.

if he's not happy wif what we are doing, then make it public, and not only public to his 'friends', make it clear to us too. we are not stupid, not idiots, we are tired trying to figure out what his mind's going on all the time.

now, he wins, the whole lab hates us.
we didnt intentionally do anything to offend him, but why does he have to make it like we are here to this lab simply to make use of them to help us win the competitions.

the whole lab now thinks we are three stupid students who never do anything but to take whatever V had done for us and present them to the public naming it our result.

i am sick of this lab. sick of the ppl there, sick of whatever their minds are having.
do we really look like the ppl they think we are? cant they confront us before jumping to any conclusions?

since he's so MATURE, thinking him as another level to us, then stop acting like a 8 year old boy!

okay, maybe i am making a lot of assumptions here. and some maybe wrong, i cant be absolutely sure of everything. maybe he's trying to hint us sometimes, maybe he dont want us hurt, but SORRY, i DONT get your hint.

hey..

good luck to me..
one more week..
AHHHHHHHHHH..
that V wasted my whole day. thought we have some serious experiment going on today. but ended up waiting and waiting and HA,, we waited the whole day and did nothing..
what a joke.

thanks..
all thanks to him..
it's december, and i wonder when can i finish the experiment. others in ssef werent so "devoted" like us, going to the lab at 10 and released from the lab, earliest by 5, lastest (ha!) later than 7pm.. thanks.. really, thank you...

what an accademic lab.

it's worse than going to school
AHHHHHHHHHH
stupid.
idiot.
why do i have to do this????

and that V, i really dont understand him.
we dont read a lot paper or not reading paper in front of him, then he will show us faces and give us spot checks and give us "work" to do.. if we read paper in front of him, he would say, you are reading too much papers, do not try to fit lit. rev. into ur result, but you have to analyse your result and blah.....

hhahahahahh
yah.
thank you
i hope everyday can be 8,9,10

good luck to me