it's my 17 yr old birthday today.
wow. i am 17 now..
i still rmb i used to dream to grow up. to be 18.
now, 18, just one more yr. i thought life will be completely diff., but i still dont feel any change.

celebration!!!!
i am 17!!!
haha...

wednesday: trip to lower peirce reservoir

trip cancelled, due heavy rain...
so no journal.. HA! enjoy


thursday: trip to singapore port

incident: .......
ha.. thinking about the guide will made me cry and laugh the same time.
on the bus, he spoke very softly, we all thought that's he sound level.
the ppl siting at the back of the bus cant hear him so he decided the "best position" - the centre of the bus.. haa.. that the start of nightmare, the ppl in the front cant hear a word of what he talked.. so they chat their own stuff, only a few were busy with note taking.
then, on the ferry, he started to literally "shouting".... and he almost repeat every thing he said.. hee...
at the end of the his speech, he asked whether anyone has question, so some students posted the questions that we are supposed to get some answers from him for a SA, but he said: " WAIT!"
and in e end, he did not answer our question.....
haaaa. but he's cute...............


okay no more writing,, it's 12.39 in the morning.......... i cant even keep my eyes open...

hhaa.. you will think us idoits.

wednesday: trip to Kumpong Glum
incident: Wenjing and I got lost.
time: break time
reason: we went for our 20 min break. there's no seat left for us at the coffee shop since the whole class was there... so we went seven eleven. we bought ourselves instant noodles, and we ate outside e shop. we thought 20 min should be enough, so none of us kept track of the time. but when we went to the coffee shop, there's no one there... we were lost.. the class is gone. we tried to reach our classmates thru phone, but the contacts were limited and no one picked up.. until yu han answered to our desperate call. yu han told us mrs ang had left to look for us... we felt sad and sorry that we had caused this avoidable incident...
my own thoughts: i felt really sorry that we had made mrs a. to walk all the way there to look for us with an unborn baby (pregnant).. tt's what i thought when i was waiting for mrs ang (after yu han had answered our call). after a long wait, we saw Mrs A., i felt saved.. until i actually saw what her expression was. then she started scolding us...........................
i knew i was wrong, very wrong, and she was pregnant, of course, bad temper, so i kept telling myself: i was wrong... she's right...
that's what i kept telling myself. but i could not stop asking myself whether tht's true. yes, i was wrong in the first place. since i did nt inform anyone about our whereabout, and we did not keep trck to the time and stick with the class.. BUT, there were not just mrs a. but another guide, tat's two people, should nt they count before they left? but until they reach the destination, then they realises there were people missing?
what really made me sad and pissed is how the guide reacted. wenjing said sorry,sincerely, she ignored. and as if she has all the rights to say: i deserve it, and u got to say tt. but she's the one who had wasted most of our break, and she did not even care abt our safety.
and when i heard from fuyuan that she had even talked about this incident to another class, tt when i got really pissed.
i know i was wrong. really wrong. but tt does not mean the guide has totoally nothing to do with it. yeah like they say, you should always be responsible to urself and everyelse. sorry i made a mistake, but hey, you too. u are not being responsible to the class you r taking.

a whole week in the lab.

my holiday~ my HOLIDAY~ MY HOLIDAY~~~
haiz. i wonder how will my june holiday turn out to be.

yesterday, tat's monday, my grp had spent our whole day at NUS with our mentors.
vincent lectured us on the electrophoresis and SDS page. it was okay
and then guess what! we went to a talk about consolidation of memory in the brian by some experts. haa. i totoally gave up after he showed the third ppt slide. i dont understand a single thing he's talking abt. the talk ended with heated arguments among the professors. " he's making a generisation that.... " haix, believe or not, i dont even understand the questions that have been asked. according to zhang jie, it was rather a presentation than a talk.


that's uni- life, full of talks, experiments and endless experiments... i wonder if they give up their research when they graduate.

today, we were asked whther chose medicine or research in the future, haa.. i was ABOUT to say medicine, but they told us not to tell them. heee.. we CHOOSE to research cus of our INTEREST. .....
wow...



never mind.



lots of homeworks are still waiting for me............
math, oh dear...... i feel so bad tt i know so little abt math now....

i forgot prac-ing for CO.
seniors are disappionted with our progress.
well, i admit it.
i am not doing well at music related subjects.
i take longer time than e others to learn a piece.
no music background at all. dont feel the rhythm.
and my fingers are not long enough to stretch that far.
nothing's going well these days.
i thought i can do well for bio test, but then i realised i had made so many mistakes.


i just need some time on my own. my life is so stressed up. if i would have known this last yr, i would nt want to take the physics ra. though i like it and SMP also, but i rather have a more relaxed lifestyle.


i dont know why, i started complaining everyday abt how much i have been stressed up by sch.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH....