sec 3 life has been so stressful.
my sleeping time has shifted from 9.30pm in primary school to 10pm in sec 1, then 10.30pm in sec 2, now 11pm in sec 3.
i always have the mindset that the first 2 or at least 1 term(s) will be very easy. you will have lots of free time to yourself, and sometimes you get no homework for most of the days in the week. but now, i really feel the pressure building up faster than i had imagined.
the chinese compre. isnt tat simple anymore. in the past, i take chinese lessons are slacking periods. now, though the content of the lessons arent tt hard, but the skills you need to built up are much more. since last year school holiday, i havent been reading any chinese bk. now i feel so weak. i've forgotten most of the well known four-word phrases. and i even cant rmb how to write a gd piece of work without the use of dictionary. GOD!! what's going on with me??!!!!
other than chinese, i am neither doing well for any of the other subjects. well, maybe biology cus we're sort of forced to( SMP). math lessons are like nightmares to me. well.... one word to describe it will be : boring.
it's not that i've known everything, but rather nothing at all interest me. not anymore, i dont feel that passion for math like i used to. since i got "kicked" out from MOT(due to: overage/not doing well in the competition), i dont feel any motivation to work harder. pathetic me.
and what to say about my class...
not bonded at all.
since OBS, i knew it will not be an energetic class, but rather a dead class. not that we are all the solely-book-biting students, we are just dead when it comes to class activities, but individually, we are quite "crazy".
oh, and worst of all, SMP(science memtorship programme). we are rebarking on a cancer research programme. protein structure, butyrate, S100C... blablabla.. seems like my enire life is just these words. meeting on tuesday, discussion on thursday, own research everyday.......
I AM DYING.... SLOWLY..... SCHOOLWORKs ARE TOXIC!!!!
it's 11.15pm right now.
i thought i have a lot to talk about.. but now i dont feel like i have anything.
hmm...
陈冠希事件...
其实也没什么好聊的，演艺圈的事不是我们这些普通过日子的人可以理解的。我也不想去管。看了只当是笑话一笑而过。内容还没来得及过滤干净就已经列入我考虑范围之外了。
这些事件说它严重，它可以影响你的人生；说它毫无意义，它只不过是一些八卦，并无任何影响力。本来并不是什么大事，就因为发生在名人的身上便成了争议性的话题。
有人炒，事件大，名气响，知名度强，这不就是如何“名人”出名的嘛。是是非非，对错与否，我无法定夺，这不就是演艺圈？演艺，演艺，演则为艺，艺便是演，无演无艺。活在灯光下的人，多少是真，多少是假？
不想，不问，不理，活得自在。
happy new year.
today is the third day of CNY.
in the new year, i just wish myself happy and not too stressed by the overloaded homeworks, and oh, wish me good luck for everything i am doing.
anyway, i wish everyone good luck too. (luck is something really impt, well, admit it, without luck, you cant succeed, ha, dont tell me work hard, let me tell you, if you are unlucky, you may fail your most confident test only b'cus of a spoilt pen)
one year older. i cant believe it. i am turning 17 on March. one more year, i will be an adult.
when i was at 10, i wish myself 20. but now, how much i hope i can return to those innocent years.
friends, classmates or school mates told me that i dont seem as old as i really am.
i dont know whether it's compliment or they are just trying to be sarcastic.
either they are trying to say "you look foolish/ you look like an idiot", or "hey, she is young at heart, k?"
but both way, i dont feel good at all.
deep down, i know i have grown up, but somehow, people dont see it, they see me as a undeveloped 'kid' (but i am not, sad, isnt it -_-)
but i dont mean to blame anyone, i did it myself. (u dont not understand, but at least i do.)
ah.. it's getting boring..
i just finished my S.S. FA. i crapped everthing. well, luckily, it's just a FA not a real test.
oh. SMP, i am going to research on a cancer related topic.. hope everything turns out right.
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