hhaa.. you will think us idoits.

wednesday: trip to Kumpong Glum
incident: Wenjing and I got lost.
time: break time
reason: we went for our 20 min break. there's no seat left for us at the coffee shop since the whole class was there... so we went seven eleven. we bought ourselves instant noodles, and we ate outside e shop. we thought 20 min should be enough, so none of us kept track of the time. but when we went to the coffee shop, there's no one there... we were lost.. the class is gone. we tried to reach our classmates thru phone, but the contacts were limited and no one picked up.. until yu han answered to our desperate call. yu han told us mrs ang had left to look for us... we felt sad and sorry that we had caused this avoidable incident...
my own thoughts: i felt really sorry that we had made mrs a. to walk all the way there to look for us with an unborn baby (pregnant).. tt's what i thought when i was waiting for mrs ang (after yu han had answered our call). after a long wait, we saw Mrs A., i felt saved.. until i actually saw what her expression was. then she started scolding us...........................
i knew i was wrong, very wrong, and she was pregnant, of course, bad temper, so i kept telling myself: i was wrong... she's right...
that's what i kept telling myself. but i could not stop asking myself whether tht's true. yes, i was wrong in the first place. since i did nt inform anyone about our whereabout, and we did not keep trck to the time and stick with the class.. BUT, there were not just mrs a. but another guide, tat's two people, should nt they count before they left? but until they reach the destination, then they realises there were people missing?
what really made me sad and pissed is how the guide reacted. wenjing said sorry,sincerely, she ignored. and as if she has all the rights to say: i deserve it, and u got to say tt. but she's the one who had wasted most of our break, and she did not even care abt our safety.
and when i heard from fuyuan that she had even talked about this incident to another class, tt when i got really pissed.
i know i was wrong. really wrong. but tt does not mean the guide has totoally nothing to do with it. yeah like they say, you should always be responsible to urself and everyelse. sorry i made a mistake, but hey, you too. u are not being responsible to the class you r taking.