sec 3 life has been so stressful.
my sleeping time has shifted from 9.30pm in primary school to 10pm in sec 1, then 10.30pm in sec 2, now 11pm in sec 3.
i always have the mindset that the first 2 or at least 1 term(s) will be very easy. you will have lots of free time to yourself, and sometimes you get no homework for most of the days in the week. but now, i really feel the pressure building up faster than i had imagined.
the chinese compre. isnt tat simple anymore. in the past, i take chinese lessons are slacking periods. now, though the content of the lessons arent tt hard, but the skills you need to built up are much more. since last year school holiday, i havent been reading any chinese bk. now i feel so weak. i've forgotten most of the well known four-word phrases. and i even cant rmb how to write a gd piece of work without the use of dictionary. GOD!! what's going on with me??!!!!
other than chinese, i am neither doing well for any of the other subjects. well, maybe biology cus we're sort of forced to( SMP). math lessons are like nightmares to me. well.... one word to describe it will be : boring.
it's not that i've known everything, but rather nothing at all interest me. not anymore, i dont feel that passion for math like i used to. since i got "kicked" out from MOT(due to: overage/not doing well in the competition), i dont feel any motivation to work harder. pathetic me.
and what to say about my class...
not bonded at all.
since OBS, i knew it will not be an energetic class, but rather a dead class. not that we are all the solely-book-biting students, we are just dead when it comes to class activities, but individually, we are quite "crazy".
oh, and worst of all, SMP(science memtorship programme). we are rebarking on a cancer research programme. protein structure, butyrate, S100C... blablabla.. seems like my enire life is just these words. meeting on tuesday, discussion on thursday, own research everyday.......

I AM DYING.... SLOWLY..... SCHOOLWORKs ARE TOXIC!!!!