happy new year.
today is the third day of CNY.
in the new year, i just wish myself happy and not too stressed by the overloaded homeworks, and oh, wish me good luck for everything i am doing.
anyway, i wish everyone good luck too. (luck is something really impt, well, admit it, without luck, you cant succeed, ha, dont tell me work hard, let me tell you, if you are unlucky, you may fail your most confident test only b'cus of a spoilt pen)


one year older. i cant believe it. i am turning 17 on March. one more year, i will be an adult.
when i was at 10, i wish myself 20. but now, how much i hope i can return to those innocent years.
friends, classmates or school mates told me that i dont seem as old as i really am.
i dont know whether it's compliment or they are just trying to be sarcastic.
either they are trying to say "you look foolish/ you look like an idiot", or "hey, she is young at heart, k?"
but both way, i dont feel good at all.
deep down, i know i have grown up, but somehow, people dont see it, they see me as a undeveloped 'kid' (but i am not, sad, isnt it -_-)
but i dont mean to blame anyone, i did it myself. (u dont not understand, but at least i do.)

ah.. it's getting boring..
i just finished my S.S. FA. i crapped everthing. well, luckily, it's just a FA not a real test.
oh. SMP, i am going to research on a cancer related topic.. hope everything turns out right.