Monday..
the day full of emotions.
scared, sad, happy,nervous, hopeful...
1st: i got booked in the morning. i am not late, just very unlucky.. i woke up at 7.10 in the morning.. which is very very late, it's should be time when i should be falling asleep on my desk in the classroom. luckily, dad drove me to school and i arrived at 7.23. unfortunately, national song is singing at the moment and the prefect booked me by the gate.. my first booking in the yr.. I PROMISED I WON"T BE BOOKED ANYMORE THIS YR!!!!!!! I BROKE MY PROMISE!!!!!!!!
2 nd: happy, nervous: that shall be a secret!
3rd: sth related to the 2nd.. so i shall just keep it as a secret right now..
you know how hard it is to keep a secret which u knoe will be broken some day. and soon. i promised to keep it low, it's best not to talk about it.. i sweared i wont.. haix.. therefore. i must keep my promise. i shall not let it spread and making troubles.
anyway, new yr is coming. mother does not know what to buy me, so she says she will just pass me a 100 dollars note and i can do anything with.. well, the first i thought of is to buy a book. but, then i realised i havent even finished the chinese literature book: Hong Lou Meng, and the english lit book: to kill a mockingbird.. and ... a lot more.. haix.i wonder when i can finish reading them.. but i will be finishing the eng lit book soon.. only a 100 more pages to go.. that will need around 1-2 hours. heee.. ...
emm.. okay, i gtg for my wushu lesson. see you!
and pls.. wish me good luck in whatever i am doing..
it's very impt, but i cant write it down.. sorry.. but pls pls wish me all the best!!!!!! and say: let qianru be successful in everything that's going to happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
* oh yah.. my mortal havent wrote me letter yet!!!!!!!!!! she's is worse than me.. at least i wrote to her!!!
angry!!

i dont know what to do. friends you should know how i feel right now. sad, depressed.. and what's more.. i have no idea how to continue my life. i tried, very hard, for the whole yr, but what i get in return? being rejected once more. i just simply dont understand why life just cant be what i wish it for. well , at least i shall receive sth better. i cried. but will anyone understand? NO. i waanna to scream, but i bet no one will listen. i dream, i pray and i hope it will eventually comes true, but all i had done are in vain. i am sad about the school system, they only make us life crazy hard. i am forced to do sth that i hate to do. ppl told me to make choice.. but in the end, we are not the one choosing but the teachers and school decided for us. i shall say i am unlucky. extremely. no reason.
tear had dried,
heart had broken,
never able to fix again.
the rose is dying, just like i do.

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